Friday, November 23, 2007

Sayan, Jews, & French Presidency

What is sayan. Yep it is a mountain range in Siberia. Or it can be a town in Surat district in Indian state of Gujarat. Or it could be a helper in Hebrew. So what has that to do with the French President Sarkozy? Aha!

Very simple he is supposed to be one of them. Hey I did mention that we in UK has the largest group of Jewish law makers out side Israel. Now we have the French President is not just Jewish but a Sayan of Mossad.

"Ex-Mossad agent Victor Ostrovsky describes how sayanim function in By Way Of Deception: The Making and Unmaking of a Mossad Officer. They are usually reached through relatives in Israel. An Israeli with a relative in France, for instance, might be asked to draft a letter saying the person bearing the letter represents an organisation whose main goal is to help save Jewish people in the Diaspora. Could the French relative help in any way? They perform many different roles. A car sayan, for example, running a rental car agency, could help the Mossad rent a car without having to complete the usual documentation. An apartment sayan would find accommodation without raising suspicions, a bank sayan could fund someone in the middle of the night if needs be, a doctor sayan would treat a bullet wound without reporting it to the police.

And, a political sayan ? It's rather obvious what this could mean. The sayanim are a pool of people at the ready who will keep quiet about their actions out of loyalty to "the cause", a non-risk recruitment system that draws from the millions of Jewish people outside Israel. "


So what the hell, it is not that big or is it?

This is a bit complicated. But as I like the things easy and simple I will try to understand it while I am writing this.

There are two types of Jews. Sephardic Jews , and the Ashkenazim, which constitute 95% of all Jews. Ashkenazism means German in medieval terms. In the first and second century some Jews from Israel migrated to Italy and from there to Germany in the 7th and 8th centuries, and spread to northern and eastern Europe later. Sephardic means Spanish in Hebrew. At the time of the Roman Empire there were Jews who lived in the Iberian peninsular mostly Spain and later in the 8th and 9th centuries more jews migrated to this area. Since 1492 these scattered throughout Northern Europe (England, Netherlands), through south-eastern Europe back to the near and middle east, and parts of Americas. All jews are better than the rest of us the goys.

So Sarkozy's jewish line of ancestry comes from his mother's side. Her family name is Mallah, in hebrew angel or messenger. In the 15th century the Mallah family who are Sephardic fled Spain during the Spanish Inquisition to Provence, France and moved a century later to Salonika, where family members became prominent Zionist leaders and were active in all facets of life.

His grandfathers family lost everything in a fire in 1917 and then left Salonica and went to France with his mother and "converted" himself to catholicism to get married to a French Christian girl named Adèle Bouvier. He had two daughter, Susanne and Andrée. Knowing he was still considered Jewish by blood, during World War II he and his family hid in Marcillac la Croisille in the Corrèze region, western France.

During the Holocaust, many of the Mallahs who stayed in Salonika or moved to France were deported to concentration and extermination camps. In total, fifty-seven family members were murdered by the Nazis. Testimonies reveal that several revolted against the Nazis and one, Buena Mallah, was the subject of Nazis medical experiments in the Birkenau concentration camp.

On the other side Pal (later Paul) Sarkozy comes from a lower aristocracy in Hungary. Though his father's family was Protestant his mother comes from a aristrocratic catholic family. In 1944 the family fled to Germany as the Red Army invaded Hungary, but later after the war in 1945 they went back to Hungary but all their possessions were taken over by the Soviet Government. Pal sarkozy's father died and his mother told the officials that her son died by drowning in a lake and told him to go to France. He went to Germany via Austria and ended up with the French Foreign Legion for five years. He returned to civilian life in Marsaille and later in 1970 took French nationality.

So Paul Sarkozy and Andrée Mallah settled in the 17th arrondissement in Paris and had three sons: Guillaume, born in 1951, who is an entrepreneur in the textile industry, Nicolas, born in 1955 and François, born in 1957 (an MBA and manager of a healthcare consultancy company ). In 1959 Paul Sarkozy left his wife and his three children. He later remarried twice and had two more children with his second wife.

Nicholas our man in the presidency was really brought up by the mother's father who was a jew. now it is up to you to tell me whether he is a Sayan or not init?







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Bush Republicans & Hmmmmm

If Ugandan incumbant president uses any dirty tricks to win an election then the west and the educated people of the world start howling foul play. But have a look at this little article.

"Since they left the White House in 2001, Bill and Hillary Clinton -- as the former President and First Lady -- have been under the protection of the Secret Service, a branch of the Treasury Department. Records are maintained showing where they go and, to an extent, whom they meet.

Ordinarily, those records are kept as closely held secrets, but theoretically at least, President George W. Bush -- with his expansive view of his powers as "unitary executive" -- could gain access to them, either formally or informally.

His father did much the same when his subordinates scoured the passport files of then-Arkansas Gov. Clinton in 1992, looking for a "silver bullet" that would kill off the Democratic nominee's presidential hopes."

And this:

""This stuff of Republicans trying to jam phone lines, or telling people to vote on Wednesday, is un-American," he said, referring to tactics used by the GOP partisans in New Hampshire in 2002 and in Ohio in 2004. "Chris LaCivita, who did the Swift Boats against Kerry, and New Hampshire, is in Virginia. We will be watching him.""


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Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Pak Red Button

Hey we are in good hands now as the US claims to hold the red button in Pakistan.

"Pakistan's nuclear weapons are already under American control even as analysts are working themselves into a lather on the subject, a well-regarded intelligence journal has said.

In a stunning disclosure certain to stir up things in Washington's (and in Islamabad and New Delhi's) strategic community, the journal Stratfor reported on Monday that the "United States delivered a very clear ultimatum to Musharraf in the wake of 9/11: Unless Pakistan allowed US forces to take control of Pakistani nuclear facilities, the United States would be left with no choice but to destroy those facilities, possibly with India's help.""






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Tuesday, November 20, 2007

War Criminals, Human Rights & Terrorists

Every one who can see through the mist created by main media outlets knows that Cheney, Bush etc are war criminals. If it was a poor country the other rich countries will have their balls. Here is some more interesting news about our fair and democratic country US. Note that a republic cannot be a democracy.

"More than 1,000 people from 85 countries who are accused of such crimes as rape, killings, torture and genocide are living in the United States, according to Department of Homeland Security figures."

From: "Senator: U.S. has become haven for war criminals"

Hee Ho Ho Hee.

"The United States on Friday renewed criticism of the UN Human Rights Council, arguing it had shown a misplaced focus on Israel while giving a free pass to countries with poor human rights records."

From: "US attacks UN Human Rights Council"

To prove this point lets have a look at some news which comes out of the horse's mouth eh?

"One posed for a photo as she scrubbed a Palestinian corpse. Another stripped a man to his underwear and then beat him. A third helped cover up the abuse of a young boy.

The six Israeli women who feature in the documentary "To See If I'm Smiling" each wrestle with memories of their compulsory military service that they would rather erase."


From: Israeli women soldiers recount army trauma in film

Then again it is a fact of life in the US to do these vile things as they got the biggest lot of WMDs. Hey lets put some terrorists into the pot for fun!

"Since April, an accused terrorist mastermind has walked free in the streets of Miami, Florida while U.S. officials have refused to allow his extradition to Venezuela. That is, until the subject was finally broached this week on Capitol Hill."

From: "Accused Terrorist May Yet Face Justice"






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Sunday, November 18, 2007

Suicides in armed forces

12:46 18/11/2007

The Blogger is off action today?

Now, the mighty US military machine have been caught hiding facts from the population. Well, this is not new, as it is an established habit to keep things secret in every nation in the world by their governments.

"The Pentagon has been concealing the true number of American casualties in the Iraq War. The real number exceeds 15,000 and CBS News can prove it.

CBS’s Investigative Unit wanted to do a report on the number of suicides in the military and “submitted a Freedom of Information Act request to the Department of Defense”. After 4 months they received a document which showed--that between 1995 and 2007--there were 2,200 suicides among “active duty” soldiers.

The Pentagon was covering up the real magnitude of the “suicide epidemic”. Following an exhaustive investigation of veterans’ suicide data collected from 45 states; CBS discovered that in 2005 alone “THERE WERE AT LEAST 6,256 AMONG THOSE WHO SERVED IN THE ARMED FORCES. THAT’S 120 EACH AND EVERY WEEK IN JUST ONE YEAR.”

That is not a typo. Active and retired military personnel, mostly young veterans between the ages of 20 to 24, are returning from combat and killing themselves in record numbers. We can assume that "multiple-tours of duty" in a war-zone have precipitated a mental health crisis of which the public is entirely unaware and which the Pentagon is in total denial.

If we add the 6,256 suicide victims from 2005 to the “official” 3,865 reported combat casualties; we get a sum of 10,121. Even a low-ball estimate of similar 2004 and 2006 suicide figures, would mean that the total number of US casualties from the Iraq war now exceed 15,000."


From: Pentagon Cover Up

But the US government says that it is under the national average.

So I went to see what our own boffins are doing here in UK.

"The number of troops who have committed suicide after serving in Iraq and Afghanistan is equivalent to 10 per cent of deaths suffered on operations."

Says "Growing suicide toll among troops"

But it also states that:

"There are also fears that the number of suicides among troops who have recently left the Armed Forces could be significantly higher than 17. However, no records are kept once they leave the Services.

Unless the problem is quickly addressed then the military could experience the neglect suffered by Falklands veterans where the estimated 300 suicides from the 1982 conflict far outstrips the 258 killed in action."







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Saturday, November 17, 2007

Climate change,

Remember I was writing about carbon emmissions and how I feel about it? What I said was that I cannot go passionately trying to talk about the mess we are making as I believe that I am nature and what is happening is nature itself. But I must not be greedy and abuse the energy supplies I get at home and outside eg. transport etc. Any way it is too expensive. But look at this for an eye opener.

"But it is the enormous carbon footprint of Southern Company - among the largest financiers of Republican Party politicians - which has raised eyebrows. Southern’s employees handed George Bush $217,047 to help him get elected, and they and the company have contributed an extraordinary $6.2m to Republican campaigns since 1990.

A single Southern Company plant in Juliette, Georgia already emits more carbon dioxide annually that Brazil’s entire power sector. The company is in the top two of America’s dirtiest utility polluters and sixth worst in the world."


From: "US Power Company Linked to Bush Is Named in Database As a Top Polluter"

There are 1,754 power plants in UK. Out of that 374 are emitting more CO2 than they should. Totally in UK we emit 212 million tons of CO2 to get 362 million MWh of energy.

Facts from: "Highest CO2 Emitting Power Plants in the World"



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Friday, November 16, 2007

Britsh Spy, nothing & Nothing

Listening to Newsnight I learned that the British Spy system (MI5 & MI6 Etc.) in 1959 tried to put a mine on the ship carrying the Russian delegation with Kruschev, The Russian Precident, on board in Bournmouth; but the British spy who tried to put the mine was killed by a Russian spy. Everything came out when this retiring Russian Spy came out publicly about it now. He says they gave me a Red Star for the action but told me to keep quiet about it.

Are we doing it now?

Just follow my thoughts if you please.

In a small place everyone knows everyone.

If that place is ruled by am outside agent then there is a problem of security.

Now can you see the problem?





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Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Revolutionary Guard Corps, Roadside bombs

"On November 9, just two weeks after Washington announced new sanctions against the Revolutionary Guard Corps, U.S. forces released nine Iranian prisoners being held in Iraq, including two accused of membership in the Guards’ elite Quds Force (WashPost)"

US made the RGC of Iran a terrorist organisation and then they release the terrorists out. Hmmmmmm

And then this:

"In November 8 conference call, Rear Admiral Gregory Smith, spokesman for the U.S.military in Iraq, told CFR.org Iran appears to have kept its promise to stop the flow of Iranian made roadside bombs into Iraq."

All this rhetoric from US saying "They are killing our boys", is a fantacy init?

From: Reading the Tea Leaves on Iran

Young soldier in the first world war front line, "THEY ARE BOMBING SIR".

Captain, "Be silent Lewis."

Young Lewis, "They are ombing sir."



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Monday, November 12, 2007

US Dollar, Chinese Submarine & Money-sucking

I like this guy. He explains what I have concluded better than I can. Hmmm....

"This is from Bloomberg News:

“As the dollar tumbles, concern is growing that its weakness may augur the end of the U.S. currency's 62-year reign as the world's specie of choice for trade, financial transactions and central-bank reserves…..The dollar owes its position as the world's premier international currency to its status as a haven during times of turmoil, the absence of a suitable rival, weak domestic demand in other countries and plain old inertia. Geopolitics also play a role.”

Nonsense. Who believes this rubbish? The dollar is the so-called “international currency” because the Federal Reserve and its well-heeled patrons are the directors of the US-Euro-Japan banking cabal which is at the center of the global Fiat money scam. There’s nothing more to it than that. Notice the recent “unilateral” clamp-down on Iran by the US-led banking syndicate. The action was initiated without UN approval for the simple reason that the UN, the World Bank, the IMF, the WTO and thousands of NGOs are just more of the Central Banks’ prime properties. Don’t expect the father to ask the child for permission to punish one of his errant children. The banks are the one’s who really call the shots and—behind the curtain of feigned respectability---they are the driving force behind the endless wars
."

Read all about it. And check the comments for down below.

"Since the 2003 invasion of Iraq, at least 60,000 U.S. service members have been wounded or become mentally ill from their battlefield experiences."

Hell that's really bad. Wonder how many we got in Britain?

OOPs!

"American military chiefs have been left dumbstruck by an undetected Chinese submarine popping up at the heart of a recent Pacific exercise and close to the vast U.S.S. Kitty Hawk - a 1,000ft supercarrier with 4,500 personnel on board.

By the time it surfaced the 160ft Song Class diesel-electric attack submarine is understood to have sailed within viable range for launching torpedoes or missiles at the carrier.

According to senior Nato officials the incident caused consternation in the U.S. Navy."


Some better news today. Predictions are getting better.

"Tony Blair has been accused of "gold-digging" and "money-sucking" after he reportedly charged £240,000 for giving a speech in China."

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Saturday, November 10, 2007

Iraqi Government to UN: 'Don't Extend Mandate for Bush's Occupation'

I am reading about Iraq's law makers. Law makers are the elected parliamentary people. So in Iraq there are two types of lawmakers called The Nationalists and The Separatists. The nationalists are the people who want to keep Iraq as a whole. The separatists are backed by US and Britain and want to divide Iraq into ethnic areas.

The administration of Iraqi Prime Minister Nouri al-Maliki, whose government is dominated by Shiite, Sunni and Kurdish separatists. That is the cabinet. They want to make three autonomous regions with strong local governments and weak central government. Then they want to privotise the oil and gas industry and decentralise operations and distribution of petroleum.

The rest of the parliament is from the nationalists block with Sunni, Shiite and Kurdish lawmakers. They do not want any of these to happen. But the problem here is US and Britain do not like these lawmakers. They have been trying to get the US and UK to partcipate in a dialogue but US and UK are not playing that game.

As I read this:

"A sovereign and unified Iraq, free of sectarian violence, is what George Bush and Tony Blair claim they want most. The most likely reason that the United States and Britain have rebuffed those Iraqi nationalists who share those goals is that the nationalists oppose permanent basing rights and the privatization of Iraq's oil sector. The administration, along with their allies in Big Oil, has pressed the Iraqi government to adopt an oil law that would give foreign multinationals a much higher rate of return than they enjoy in other major oil producing countries and would lock in their control over what George Bush called Iraq's "patrimony" for decades.

Al-Shammari said this week: "We're afraid the U.S. will make us pass this new oil law through intimidation and threatening. We don't want it to pass, and we know it'll make things worse, but we're afraid to rise up and block it, because we don't want to be bombed and arrested the next day." In the Basrah province, where his Al-Fadhila party dominates the local government, Al-Shammari's fellow nationalists have been attacked repeatedly by separatists for weeks, while British troops in the area remained in their barracks."


This stands to reason as the rich people in the community are educated in rich foreign countries and pay homage to those countries and the poor people have to tag along to them or get killed if they protest. This goes on in most of the "civilised" world. We in UK are not excluded in this club. This means that the rich will rule over the poor whatever the circumstantces.. Sorry I went into phylosophosing again!!!!

So on 8th of May this year the Iraqi Parliament passed a bill with more than half the members for the foreign troups to be out of the country. They got 144 out of 275 members. But that was not binding. On June the 5th the lawmakers passed a binding resolution that will guarantee lawmakers an opportunity to block the extension of the U.N. mandate under which coalition troops now remain in Iraq when it comes up for renewal in December. Prime Minister Nouri al-Maliki, whose cabinet is dominated by Iraqi separatists, may veto the measure. They want conditions put into the UN mandate like the timetable for withdrawal of foreign troups when it comes for renewal in December. This is correct as 92% of the people who were asked wanted foreign troups out, in 2004.

In "Iraqi Lawmakers Pass Resolution That May Force End to Occupation" it says:

"Iraqi lawmaker Jabir Habib (a Shia closely aligned with the al-Sadrist Movement) said in an interview last fall that the Iraqi Assembly had been poised to vote on the issue. "We spent the last months discussing the conditions we wanted to add to the mandate," he said, "and the majority of the parliament decided on three major conditions. These conditions included pulling the coalition forces out of the cities and transferring responsibility for security to the Iraqi government, giving Iraqis the right to recruit, train, equip and command the Iraqi security forces, and requiring that the U.N. mandate expire and be reviewed every six months instead of every 12 months."

Lawmakers said that while they likely had enough support to require a timetable for withdrawal as a condition of the mandate's renewal last year, they were sidelined by al-Maliki when the prime minister sent a letter to the U.N. Security Council requesting an extension without consulting members of parliament. The move outraged lawmakers. "


Now in November Bush and co are trying to block the UN mandate which the majority of Iraqs want for their country.



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Friday, November 09, 2007

Lynch, Ian and Tony

"The family of a young mother stabbed and killed by her estranged partner today slammed the decision to fine two officers who were found guilty of misconduct over their handling of the case.

Pcs Charlotte Hall and Theresa Cottingham, of Warwickshire Police, were ruled to have breached the code of conduct by failing to perform their duties "conscientiously and diligently" when they were called to the home of Colette Lynch on February 1 2005.

The two "blinkered" officers treated the attack on mother-of-three Ms Lynch's home as criminal damage and not domestic violence. Despite her pleas they refused to arrest her psychotic former partner, Percy Wright.

Two days later Wright returned to the house in Rugby where he stabbed and killed Ms Lynch.

Relatives of Ms Lynch stormed out the Warwickshire disciplinary hearing when it was announced the two constables would be docked five days pay after being found guilty of misconduct"


I am not surprised when you see Ian Blair getting away by saying that he was. is and will be doing a world of godd for the Police Force. Hmmmmm so dod Tony Blaidr as well. GRBR Good Riddens of Bad Rubbish huh?


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Thursday, November 08, 2007

Monkeys,

"Af­ter we make a ques­tion­a­ble choice, we of­ten think up—or make up—new rea­sons to be­lieve it was right af­ter all. The pro­cess is called ra­t­ional­iz­a­tion; and al­though it seems point­less and sil­ly, it does some­times help us feel bet­ter about our­selves.

Now, re­search­ers have found that mon­keys do it, too. That raises the pos­si­bil­ity that the pro­cess is ev­o­lu­tion­arily much old­er, and per­haps more au­to­mat­ic, than was pre­vi­ously be­lieved, ac­cord­ing to the sci­en­tists."

Hey my belief that all the senses we have is found in all the other beings going down to single celled ones, and we are so stupid we cannot understand them. Of course science have to prove it to believe it. I am not a scientists hmmm...

From: "Even monkeys rationalize, study finds"



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Wednesday, November 07, 2007

Gentrifiers, penguin dance, & Nuclear myths

"10/28/07 "AP" -- -- WASHINGTON: The head of the U.N. nuclear watchdog said Sunday he had no evidence Iran was working actively to build nuclear weapons and expressed concern that escalating rhetoric from the U.S. could bring disaster."

I don't know whome to beleave in, man. If I think of the past the same institute said that there is no WMD in Iraq. Now what is the problem. Is there something wrong with the media? Last night I saw the Spooks and the end is, that Iran has got nucleor bomb capability. I was a bit taken back as I was thinking of this article which was last weeks. Hmmmm.....

From: No Evidence Iran Building Nuclear Weapons : Mohamed ElBaradei
http://www.informationclearinghouse.info/article18636.htm


(gentrify)verb: renovate so as to make it conform to middle-class aspirations (Example: "Gentrify a row of old houses")

Nice word. I Like it.

"The plots of haunted house films frequently portray gentrifiers as innocent victims and the people they have displaced as monsters."

And

"Haunted-house escapism allows us to evade two fundamental truths: that on some level we participate in the displacement of others, and that we ourselves are vulnerable to displacement and homelessness. At the same time, the stigmatization of the homeless in media and in governmental policy has become so extreme that "we" equate the homeless with monsters. When you lose your home, you lose your membership in the human community. You become something else: a ghost, a monster."

If you like horror flicks look at "Haunted House Films Are Really About the Nightmares of Gentrification"

I am watching a tv documentary about penguins. The penguins take time out to eat at sea. When they change over they do a dance. The commentator said that he does not know why they do it. But when I was watching I thought that it is like the bees doing the bee dance. The penguin who comes out of the sea tells the other penguin where the best food is available. Hmmm....




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Tuesday, November 06, 2007

Karma,Tai Chi and A&E

11:25 06/11/2007

It is your karma, as the past and the future, you believe in?

Logically I can say it is wrong.

Your logic is unique.

That says the lot

I did say earlier I have started a free course in Tai Chi. I got the first exercise called "Lifting Water". It is good and I felt a difference in my walking immediately. My posture must have been not very good.

The exercise itself is raising my arms up and down to shoulder level with breathing in and out. I felt when I raise my arms and inhale I am letting it go and then when I lower my arms and exhale I am pushing something out. It being something which I am not sure about. I think I should do it as a continuous movement without jerks or sudden moves. Sure if I can do this, with the whole of my life as such, will be a comfort for my body and mind. I will let you know as I proceed with the rest. I ave done the next exercise but not sure about it at the moment.

I had an accident on the 15th last month. I am surprised I did not finger the story here.

It was early evening. My friends Fagan and Kai came to viisit me about half gone eight or so with a bottle of vodkha. We had a few capfuls may two by the time I wanted to have something to eat. So we telephone-ordered three meals from the Somali place in Ashley Road junction. About 9 I went to collect it. I carried the two bags in my two hands and came down the small hill at a brisk pace. All of a sudden I went flying forword in my face as if something took my feet off the pavement. I found myself very shaken lieing on the pavement. I checked I have not injured my face or head. But my right elbow and the left shoulder was screaming with pain. Then I got up. As I was getting up I noticed that the two bags of food were intact but crushed and the carrier bags were twisted at the handles. So you can see I must have flapped my arms when I flew downwords - funny init? Then I found that my ribs on the left side started to throb with pain.

I looked around to see whether someone has put a wire across the pavement for a laugh. But nothing of the sort; I found a metal cover for CCTV jutting out slightly off the pavement. I went home with anger rushing in me. I found I 'ad lost the house keys in the action. So went back and found it bloody right. Got more food and got nicely drunk after. Good night though with pain.

Next day I found that aches and paiin was tolerable enough and decided to grin and bare it. Evening after I had a evening meal about half eight and about 9 settled down to watch Heros in the box. Hey don't tell me I am watching Merican rubbish but I pay the bloody licence and leave me be. I started getting bit of breathless. It is a funny feeling at first. Then I realised that I have severe pain on my left side of the chest and every time I breath pain goes up by a lot more than you can imagine. So after about 10 minutes of this I started panicking. I phoned the local GP's number. The gentleman on the other end listened to me for a few seconds and when I got to chest pain and breathing problems adviced me to call the 999 and cut me off. The panic state went up by 10 fold. I was gasping by now. Got through to the 999. The lady said ambulance crew are on the way keep the front door open and wait. She even said she can stay with me until they arrive. But as those people are too busy I thanked her and said goodbye to her.

They arrived within minutes. The crew was three people one man and two women. The man asked for the toilet and went away. I still don;t know who he was. Send me an email if you know. Sorry I was pre-occupied with my trauma. Straight away put an oxygen mask on. The breathing and the pain went down from about 8 to 4 or 5. Then they got me rigged up to the electrocardio machine and checked me heart. It was OK. Boom Boom my whole being went I remember. Nothing like the fear of death. Was I afraid about death? I could not really remember thinking about dieing at all. I remember other people telling how painful heart attacks can be. That is the only thing which came to my mind. When I realsed after the checking that the breathing difficulty is due to my bruised ribs I was OK. They took me off to the hospital. I thought the guy who wanted to use my toilet was in the Ambulance but he was not there. I only remembered it afterwords. I was in the A&E for 5 hours or so and they checked me heart again and the xrayed my chest. This was done with the oxygen mask on all the time. Boring 5 hours. The Docter said I was alright but got a badly bruised rib and to go home and rest. Then he takes my oxy mask off and the pain started getting worse. I was gasping when I left there. Man what a night.



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