I have been under a lot of strain; who put that strain in there?
Can name a few; those people meant a lot to me. They made me feel that I can depend on them what ever the situation is. But when I get into a situation like, what I am in now, they have unbelievable reasons for not to be in a mood to help me. Ok I am guilty of the same offense.
So here I am as fucked up as I was earlier and looking forward to..........................
I am looking for me Identity. When was I be born? Where was I be born? Who are my parents.? How do I know! I was not old enough to observe, while my birth was taking place. You were old enough to observe it. Did you? Then why ask me?
I take the whole responsibility. If I live I am. If I die I am................
I am the father and the son and the ghost.
That means to me that I was the father who created me and I am the son who lives this life and I am the ghost who will be remembered as me after I have been here. Objectively spoken; subjectively it is simply I am the trinity; if you cannot say that about yourself you are not born yet.
Let you know something though. People ask me how come you can write better English. You know what; how many of you wrote "Tom Sawyer" by Mark Twain when you are only 12 years old. Yeah the whole book word for word. And I am not that good.
When other kids were trying to have an imaginery shag by going out and be seen with lots of wankers like themselves, I did things like, reading and writing. You just do it and bliss.
There was I and me mate says "How long you known me?".
And I did not know what to say man.
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