Only Yesterday

I am a selfish person.

I have a problem, which I think is going for a long time, and I need help. For example today I was hungry, so I felt like, porridge. I went to the kitchen and got the bowl ready, got the porridge bag from the cupboard.

Then next memory of realisation came from a different awful smell. I went back to the kitchen, what's up? Then I realised I was trying to get rid of this buzzing sound under the shelves. Well spraying the frigging spider with deadly spray. Then I thought shit, what the fuck I was doing before. Then I found this white under-thingy which covers the filter in the air-purifier from the kitchen next to me. Right I was cleaning, the plastic sheet in the bottam bit of the air-purifier.

I remembered now; that I was trying to get that porridge, found a bit of a smell in the kitchen, checked the filter, shook it to make it absorb better, and then found the plastic sheet is dirty, and cleaned it fitted it back, and then found this buzzing sound coming from under a pile in the shelf.

Damed I burned the porridge. I can smell it.



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Sayings

I am a selfish person.

“If we see that Germany is winning we ought to help Russia, and if we see Russia is winning, we ought to help Germany, and that way let them kill as many as possible.”

Do you know who said this in 1941?

Harry Truman, then a US senator. Good boy!

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Declassified grand jury transcripts confirm frame-up of Ethel Rosenberg

I am a selfish person.

This is what we call demo-crazy. I was not in this world when this happened. But now is it happening the same way as they have been governing us in the democratic world. I always felt that our democracy in UK is fair, and, when you think about the whole population of UK there are things one person will not be able to fathom. And sometimes when it happens as one person cannot see the whole picture, then one can agree with the common agenda.

Like recently as year 2000 I bin Thinking about unemployement. I have been finding it difficult to find work by then due to my cervical spondylosis. And as I am unemployable I was mostly at home doing just about what I am doing now except going to parties then and not now. So most of the people who were unemployed/unemployable use to visit me as I am there all the time except party or sometimes pub times. I mean those absences can go for days on end as the festivals and free parties were all in the frigging agenda of most of us.

So I went into research mode and found out that in 1980 when i came to Bristol, the work done by one person has increased to - or is it decreased?- you decide, 10 by year 1990, and then by 2000 it is 15. Hang I don't have proof but that is how I seen the communal research I done.

I liked it and I thought one day if I get a chance to run a country, I will make every one of the country a representative of something or another, so that the whole country is employed. Well I reckon it should be from birth to death, shalt I apart from, scene. You are employed all times.

Just take the base line, that means everyone in the country get a certain amount of money. Then everyone of us will have to buy anything to support each one's life. Then I got into difficulties, as; if one shite wants to spend all one's money on paint and do not buy any food? Then that one dies. Am i concerned, yeah for a bit, then it occured to me:

Stop dreaming get on with my filthy life. Me save the masses when I can only dream.

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