I am a selfish person.

Sure I thought it will be all right. But there were always questions which come to my mind asking me to the contrary.

I think that, "why does anyone hate me?"

How do I know that person hates me?

That person hit me? That person made me do things? etc.?

Who made that person hit me? Is it something I did to make that person feel bad about me?

So I get the blame any how init? I wish I can be a shape shifter. I can make myself look like any form you like. Then you will like me?

So there I got the vision of me; like me or otherwise I shall be depressed.

All my life I feel there are people staring at me. i really don't understand. I look at a person, and if that person is looking at me, and we stay looking at each other for a second. Then I can understand most people; they like me or not. The same preoccupation is done by the person. Checking the me out. After a bit I look at the same person, and I find the person is still looking at me. Then what am I supposed to deduce?

There are Two:
1. That person has been staring at me all the time since we locked eyes last time.
2. The moment my eyes came back since initial contact, the person eyed me back.

So can either of us make any allegation towords the other about staring? How do we know?

Right.... I forgot what I was about. You know sometimes you get this frigging bright idea. Then you go looking for a frigging piece of paper and a pen. I for got what I was about








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