Smoking, Links to Offa walk

I can never see where I started smoking. May be way back when my memories are not very good. That is after 10 years old I think.

But one thing I remember well is circa: 1980 I was smoking a bloody 40 to 60 a day. cool 50 ciggies comes to 60 grams of baccy init?

I went on a walk across Wales with my mate Rob and I id not have a lot of money, so after the third day i bought myself 'alf 'n ounce of golden virginia and dicided not to buy any more straights. For people who are non smokers straights means the ciggies which comes in packets. Rollies are the ones you roll. As I was skint and I was walking I could not roll that many rollies. And I did not smoke that many. Ok thats enough of the walk as you might be able to read about it somewhere else.

Last month I took a packet of 25 grams of GV on 4th and finished it on 23rd. That is a collossal 19 days. My my it took me a few days to calculate, relate, debate as to any mistakes and realise it. Am I good or what? I cannot wait until I see my Doctor next time to let him know. As I was smoking 50 grm in 20 days last month. Now it is half as much....or is it twice as much. Depends on where you put the time and the amount of baccy init?


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Do You Do Things You Did As A Child Later In Life?

After the trauma of getting my head bashed up and then running away from home when I was 10 or 11 years old. Yeah I remember the hot summer of 1976. But that was all I remember of that time. I will later fill in the gaps of my life earlier.

I did not talk except very small words like " Yes, no, hello, bye etc". But I did talk a lot when I was on my own. It was bliss! That time I was living in a big motorised caravan with Winnie. I do not remember her surname. Only thing I remember is that she was Welsh, but was a teacher in Ireland. She understood me quite well and did look after me very well bless her. She was not like a mother to me, rather and old aunt who was disciplined herself and knew how to get that catholic discipline into me. She did my education a lot of good. She had lots of books and I read almost all of it. Some I did not understand, but later in life I connected the stuff together to get the full meaning.

Right, now I am living on my own and not many visitors come to visit me as I think they find me boring etc. That is ok with me as I understand that this is created by myself and there is nothing to do except go through it until I create a different one. Now a days, I seem to talk to myself more as I do things around the flat. I talk to different people, and when the other person speaks i change my accent and the sound of my voice. Wonder how it is going to be when I age more. Shite I had a letter from my Doctor asking me to come for a blood test for Liver Function. Nice.


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Climate And Me

I was listening to the disagreament at the Climatic Conference and the people who got stranded in the Euro Tunnel due to weather. Hmm nice but nasty thought came to me puny mind, what if the frigging planes get sick when they are in the sky. Hmmm well who cares if they do come down, it will be a few people who die and no terrorists involved except all of us. I think the men with white coats are coming to take me away ha ha!


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Moi Trying To Be Funny

"So if you are the white Lone Ranger who am I? Tonto?"

"Yeah, be there tomorrow". Was the reply.

From one of the Spooks series.

The first q was asked by this young Indian kid, who was forced to grass on his mates by this Man From The Spooks. And the 2nd q you know. init?

In the next series the Paki says, "Wicked, inshallah!, wicked"

"Yeah man peace, We all bruv ya know?", says a passer by.



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Time....please

I was thinking about something which took place under drinks etc. last weekend. I took a taxi with two other people back home after this party, next day around 12 noon, and the taxi firm agreed 10 quid for the trip. First person got out gave the driver fiver. I am not inquisitive really, but I was sitting in front. The second person was moi, und....errrr....supposed to be the last one in the back gave a fiver to the man, there by, relieving me of the whole episode of giving any money to the cabbie. Not me. Just, I fished out, all the coins in me pocket and counted explicitly five pound in coins and gave it to him. Ahh the mistake...Didn't realise untill two and half days while I was watching this MacDonalt TV, the horrible mistake.

I was watching was this episode of "On The Buses" where Butler goes in to dreams and goes back in time still on the buses. The characters....O fuck never mind that.

So I was in a similar situation long time back in London (Late 1970's). Got into a cab four of us and all, dead pissed etc. We were all working in the same place for 40 quid take home money per week, and the cabbie says 4 quid. We pooled in, each counting up to the share of a pound and then we gave the driver another quid. Silly really the connection. I think the white coats are imminent, or is it em.....






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For A Commono Col Or Flu

This is something discovered by a prominent physician named Dr. Volney S. Cheney, around the early part of 1920's. It has appeared in the box of Arm & Hammer Bicarbonate of Soda.

Recommended dosages from the Arm and Hammer Company for colds and influenza back in 1925 were:

During the first day take six doses of half teaspoonful of Bicarbonate of Soda in glass of cool water, at about two hour intervals

During the second day take four doses of half teaspoonful of Bicarbonate of Soda in glass of cool water, at the same intervals

During the third day take two doses of half teaspoonful of Bicarbonate of Soda in glass of cool water morning and evening, and thereafter half teaspoonful in glass of cool water each morning until cold is cured

Ha there is a better way of dealing with this is not to get the bloody thing init?



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Bankers Rule!

Here I am watching the snooker finals. This documentary about the players and the rest of the people who govern the whole scene, were talking about changes in the whole of future of snooker, and I found out that they all want to more money. Out of whome, us?

So I found the thought, that everyone at the moment are thinking about money. So if you are money minded you have to think how can you improve your status in life; that is more money where ever you are in the money scale. At the top are the Bankers, and they run the show. You are deppendant on them.

That is why you find all the programs are instructed to look alike in TV of course. The downtrodden person always become a millionnarie without winning the lottery. But do not ask me about the other media I do not have that much interaction with them. I have more interaction with the my MP than the rest of the media.

Is that why we gave so much money to the Bankers and did not have any big demonstrations against the decision?. So are we all hypnotist into thinking that all is well and it will be for the Rest Of Our Own Lifes.





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I was watching the Chancellrs speach today, and I realised that non of the major parties have a leader who can be strong and make rest pf us believe. The reason I gathered so far is that all these parties believe in regular polls and they all concentrate on the same shite which everyone knows about and cannot be fixed in a short run. I think the perty weho got a very good root base and find out what the normal people have problems with will be the one who scores. Something like make everyone pay the same rate of tax. It is equal to everyone. And make the pay more fair, like the cleaner is essential for the work. Lets have a certificate for cleaners, lets make them feel good about the job they do. Hey dont say this is communism, where have you bin Living in the last few years.


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My back is getting a bit now, after the injuries I sustained during the conflict. You sign on to do a cetain job and you finish the job to the 100% of your capabilities. It is nature which I am part of. I got so frustrated with my physical problems I become very frustrated. For an active person who has to stop being physical can be easily a life changing episode, where one fights it to the limit. then you start accepting it. There is a paradoxical feeling at this state. Shall I get by getting more on benefits, or exercise to get better but lose my benefits. I chose the latter, not to do the right thing but as I was getting fucking boring about the life style I was living. I have got myself a little flatm where I control everything. It is not very exciting but I have my own roof over my head.



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