Friday, September 14, 2007

Gay - Transgenders, Christian Dominionists & Re-using "Lightly" Contaminated Radioactive Waste

14:22 14/09/2007

I was informed by the alternet newsletter this:

"Dear Reader,
I was pretty shocked to understand that laws against discrimination based on race, gender, religion, national origin, and disability don't account for sexual orientation. Americans can still be legally fired in 31 states just for being gay - and 39 states just for being transgender. This must be changed. As the Employment Non-Discrimination Act goes before The House, please let The Human Rights Campaign know where you stand.
Don HazenExecutive

Editor, AlterNet.org "
Here:

10:27 14/09/2007

"IPS: What is it about the Air Force Academy in Colorado Springs that has made it a breeding ground for Christian Dominionists?

MW: Well, first we thought it was that there was this nexus of what I refer to as the "Protestant Vatican" -- in fact many people refer to it as that. Colorado Springs has over 100 of this nation's largest evangelical fundamentalist Christian organisations centred right there for some reason. Just like a moth to a flame these organisations have been attracted there. That was our initial theory before we found out that this imperious contagion of constitutional triumphalism, this fanatical Dominionist Christianity had swept like a tsunami all the way through all 737 US military installations that the Pentagon admits that we have -- but it's really closer to a thousand -- in 132 countries around the world. Seventy of those are in Europe of and 11 of those house nuclear weapons."


The crusade is going on or are they the Taliban with a capitol C. Kill the infidel stuff here man.

I found this in: "We're Dealing with a Christian Taliban"

And earlier I found this; sorry cannot remember where. But it is genuine, and not my imagination taking an acid trip.

Chritian Embassy Reaching out to leaders who can change the World

The Head Master Chaplain (Colonal) Ralph Benson Pentagon Chaplain

Congressman Gresham Barrett South Carolina
Congressman Tom Delay Texas
Congressman Vern Ehlers Michigan
Congressman John Carter Texas
Congressman Robert Aderholt Alabama
Congressman J D Hayworth Arixona:
Brigadier General Vince Brooks US army;
Mrs Carmen Ducaru Ambassodor's Wife Romania
Major General Pete Sutton US Air Force
Judy Guenther Senior Executive Pentagon
Colonal Cynthia Islin US air Force

Presidential appointees
Hon Pete Geron
Hon Dan Cooper
Hon Steve Johnson

Over 25,000 Department Of Defence leaders in the pentagon get together through the Christian Embassy, for bible studies and get into a intensual relationship with Jesus Christ.

EG.
Lieutenant Colonal Lucious Morton US army
Brigadier General Bob Caslen US Army
Major General Jack Catton US Air Force

333 Ambassadors and defence attaches from 174 foreign embassies and organisation of American States are located in the capitol.These are very influential people in the world. Do they get brain washed by the Christian embassy to believe in having a personal relationship with Jesus Christ?

eg.
Ambassador Cyrill Ogum Benin Embassy
Ambassador Kassahun Ayele Ethiopian Embassy
Mrs Veronica Perroro Ambassadors Wife Peru

From CEWEbMed Film

Tell me what this is about. Is it a reporting mistake or a delibarate to give us the right info?

"The Pentagon declined to comment on whether the missiles were carrying nuclear warheads, citing a long-standing policy on discussing nuclear weapons, but said the US public was never in any danger.
Army Times said it was not discovered that the weapons - advanced cruise missiles that have nuclear warheads with yields ranging from five to 150 kilotons - were missing until theB-52 landed at Barksdaleair force base in Louisiana."


The first paragraph says that they are not saying whether the missiles had war heads or not. Then the Army Times their own paper says that it was armed. Bind Moggles!

FROM:Nuclear missiles went missing from US airbase

Hey I am not a pundit in financial things. I can't even balance me own budget. But I been reading about the housing market in US and here in UK. In US it has spiralled down to the level of 11th of September in 2001. Most of the pundits are talking about the slump and going on and on what everyone from Greenspan to Bush said, is saying, done, and is doing; but they don't say the crucial fact. That is, all this fuck up is due to the Iraq war. US made enemies of China, Venezuela, Iran etc while spending lots of taxpayers' money on the war machine. Everyone who made money out of the war has not paid any tax on it. So ..... hmmmm... I wait for the down fall of this corrupt US system with a large grin on me face.

Good article if you can understand the bloody thing:

Feds start bailing as housing takes on more water! (by Mike Larson)

"At the Ilulissat Icefjord, 250km north of the Arctic Circle, the advance of the glacier into the sea is now visible to the naked eye. "It's moving toward the sea at a rate of two metres an hour," said Professor Correll. "It's exuding like toothpaste, moving towards us at 15 kilometres per year.""

AND

"Predictions made by the Arctic Council, a working group of regional scientists, have been hopelessly overrun by the extent of the thaw. "Five years ago we made models predicting how much ice would melt and when," said Mr Vallio. "Five years later we are already at the levels predicted for 2040, in a year's time we'll be at 2050.""

ENDS

"In the north of Sweden, mean temperatures have risen above zero for the first time on record. Professor Terry Callaghan has been working in the remote north of the country at a research station which has been taking continuous readings for the past 100 years. His recent findings tally with the accelerating pace of change elsewhere.
"Mean temperatures have remained below zero here since medieval times," said Professor Callaghan. "Now, over the past 10 years we have exceeded zero, the mark at which ice turns to water." Professor Correll said: "We are looking at a very different planet than the one we are used to.""


For the likely minded people:Shockwaves From Melting Icecaps Are Triggering

09:07 14/09/2007

"We are living in a world where US$ 9 billion is adequate to ensure safe water for everybody in the world but where millions die every year because of unclean water. The same world spends more than US$900 billion for war and armaments every year, i.e., hundred times the money required to create a safe world; share of the US in these destructive expenditure is more than 60 per cent."

The way of the World Bank and IMF.

a) dismantling public institutions and public enterprises that deprives people but give immense authority to big business,
(b) removing all supports and protection for local industries and agriculture by liberalizing imports,
(c) supporting export oriented activities to meet the needs of western market by supplying cheap product at the expense of economy and environment,
(d) withdrawing state's responsibility of providing health care and education for the people,
(e) raising prices of fuel, gas, electric city, raising fees of education and healthcare to create good business opportunities of the global companies.

From: Global Hegemony, IMF And Bangladesh

"How big, then, is AQI(AL-Queda Iraq)? The most persuasive estimate I've heard comes from Malcolm Nance, the author of The Terrorists of Iraq and a twenty-year intelligence veteran and Arabic speaker who has worked with military and intelligence units tracking al-Qaeda inside Iraq. He believes AQI includes about 850 full-time fighters, comprising 2 percent to 5 percent of the Sunni insurgency. "Al-Qaeda in Iraq," according to Nance, "is a microscopic terrorist organization."
And then it says:"Because uncertainty exists, the bar for labeling an attack the work of al-Qaeda can be very low. The fact that a detainee possesses al-Qaeda pamphlets or a laptop computer with cached jihadist Web sites, for example, is at times enough for analysts to link a detainee to al-Qaeda."


Yeah I am IRA, Al-Quaeda, PLO, etc etc init? I got all of them and more so in my lap top. Hope the busies don't arrest me with it init?

Goto: The Myth of al-Qaeda in Iraq

"BP: Iran Owns World’s 2nd Oil Reserves

British Petroleum (BP) has said in its latest annual statistical review that Iran has the world second largest oil reserves after Saudi Arabia.Iran’s oil reserves comprising of 137.5 billion barrels are expected to last 86.7 years and those of Saudi Arabia would be sufficient for less than 67 years, added the report.It referred to Iran’s consolidated position as the world fourth largest producer of oil and natural gas, adding that in 2005 it was behind Russia, the US and Canada as a gas producer, but overtook UK, PressTV reported.Meanwhile, Iran was the third largest gas consumer after the US and Russia, but its consumption was less than that of the UK. Despite the country’s rising gas production over the past decade, consumption almost doubled and became the primary source of energy instead of oil.The report said that Iran, possessing 15.5 percent of the world gas reserves, namely five times that of the US reserves, stood second after Russia.Meanwhile, BP reported a 5.3 percent boost in Iran’s refining capacity to 1.7 million barrels per day, which was less than those of the US and China.Despite its rich oil and gas reserves, given the growing consumption rate and population growth, as in any other country, Iran needs to seek alternative fuel resources, including nuclear energy, to respond to the rising demand of future generations."


No wonder Bush is rattling his plastic sword.

Try this: Iran Owns World’s 2nd Oil Reserves

21:30 13/09/2007


"Periodically over the years, the Nuclear Regulatory Commission and the U.S. Department of Energy, prodded by executives in the nuclear industry, have sought to ease the rules against re-using "lightly" contaminated radioactive waste. The impetus has been the inexorably growing stockpile of nuclear debris—much of it lethal—that has been accumulating at weapons sites and power plants in America for decades. One way to draw down the stockpile would be to recycle large volumes of discarded nickel, aluminum, copper, steel, and other irradiated metals into usable products. If slightly radioactive metal were combined with other metals, the resulting material could be made into all kinds of consumer items—knives and forks, baby strollers, chairs, rings, eyeglass frames, bicycles, reclining rockers, earrings, frying pans. It also could be used in construction.
Lest any of this sound improbable, in the 1980s radioactive table legs began turning up in the United States everywhere from restaurants to nursing homes. A radioactive gold ring cost a Pennsylvania man his arm. The public outcry was so great that in 1992 Congress set out to ban this form of recycling. The N.R.C., D.O.E., and nuclear industry saw the ban coming and were not happy about it, but they also saw a way out: maybe it would be possible to develop broad guidelines that would allow the contaminated waste to be recycled based on what were deemed "safe" exposure levels. Never mind that there is no such thing as a safe dose of radiation. Two months before the ban was signed into law, the N.R.C. gave the multi-million-dollar job of formulating the guidelines to an outside contractor. The contractor was SAIC."


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Washington's $8 Billion Shadow

12:45 13/09/2007

Nothing like some more war. The Israel has bombed a arms cache in Syria. The Jews say that it was a part of a shipment to the Hizbullah in Lebonnon. But are we sure. I don't know who to believe these days.

FRom: Israel conducted air strike inside Syria

13:20 13/09/2007

Sorry about the last entry. It was a mistake or a misunderstanding. But still the Israel planes were there in Syrian airspace and the anti-aircraft guns blazed after them. According to the Syrians the planes dumped the ammunition in the desert which exploded and left a big hole and no one was injured or nothing damaged.

From BBC: Syria complains to UN over Israel

It is becomng a bit clearer now. What happened I think was, IAF tried to see what they can do in Syrian airspace. They can go through Syria and Turkey and get into Iran. So they thought they will try it with lots of ammunition and extra fuel tanks. But in Northern Syria the radar found out the incurtion and had a go at the IAF planes. So they turned tail and high tailed back home. As they were loaded with shed load of ammunition and extra fuel tanks they dropped them in the desert in Syria and Turkey.

These two helped me: Israel tried to attack ground targets in Syria, says Bishara

Syria Complains About Israel to UN

Turkey asks for clarification over Israeli fuel tanks


Cool the US outlawed PKK as a terrorist organisation. Now US officers are having regular meetings with pKK and supporting their efforts against the Iranians. Hmmmm.... history does repeat itself. Hopefully when all these over and doe with, even forgotton by the masses, then PKK will attack US as Bin Laden is doing init?

Check out: US Officers Have Regular Meetings with PKK Terrorists

My theory about Iraq at the moment is like this. In baghdad there were 65% Sunni before the invation. Now there is 75% Shia. Iran is Shia. As long as there is trouble in Iraq Bush will not be allowed to touch Iran by the population of US. Remember last week or so MR Sadr told his militia to stop all the attacks. And according to a McClatchy newspapers:

"445,000 people were on the security forces’ payroll, but didn’t discuss that many officials believe that thousands of those don’t actually exist, but are phantoms whose salaries actually go into ministry officials’ pockets."

From: What Crocker and Petraeus Didn't Say

So if US leaves Iraq now this will have to stop. I mean Sadr will not be able to increase Shia majority in Baghdad and there won't be any funds. So now the attacks has been stopped Bush can say the surge is working and get the congress on his side.

Will it work?

And the Sunni side. US is giving money to Sunni insurgents to attack and get rid of AL-Quaeda which is a very small group. So now the Sunni and the Baathist are getting armed at US cost. That way there will be more attacks when Bush get some of the troops out of Iraq as both sides get money to arm themselves. Then he can say, "Hey we need more troops."

Here is the link: US bribe insurgents to fight Al-Qaeda

This is crazy; Turkey is trying to get gas from Iran its neighbour and the bloody Us says no to it. I am not surprised that Iran and them lot hates bloody US. They cannot do anything without asking permission from this fucker init?

From: U.S. threatens Turkey over energy support to Iran

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Wednesday, September 12, 2007

History of God And Wind Farms

10:53 09/09/2007

History of God

Long time ago the man -er woman- was uneducated and didn't know the physics, biology or chemistry. So they thought God was Sun , Moon, Fire etc etc. Then the man - er - started realising little things that Sun is another Earth but hot. and the Moon is another Earth but dead etc etc, and started thinking about a God made in the image of man but with extra abilities like superman. But the God said don't make me in the image of man. So man - er - got rid of that god and had a a big light as god, and dark as devil. OOps no one asked what devil wanted to look like, and some one said it will be better to have god without a name and call it nothing. What the hell is nothing. I like to call my god nothing. So I do not have a god, as god is nothing. Hang on.........If I call god nothing then it will not be nothing......Lump of dope a shot of tequila please sir thank you.

Wind Farms

Say for instance, instead of having a big fucking fan to drive a big fucking turbine to get the electricity, why don't we have loads of tiny fans - fair ground style ones - and tiny turbines to craete a small amount of electricity with a wireing system to add them together for whatever we have in mind? These can be put in anywhere you see viable. No complains init?

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Friday, September 07, 2007

THe Middle East The Way I Understand

11:20 04/09/2007

It would be nice, to be able to live in the present and have a vision into all the eventualities in the next instant and then on and on, init?
It s not that easy but when you include "death", in the eventualities.............


08:56 22/08/2007

THe Middle East The Way I Understand. (Any questions please email me)
In the Muslim world there are few sects like christian do. Major players are Shia and Sunni muslims. In Lebannon there are both sects with Shia majority. Shia Hezbollah, with Nasrullah as the leader, is the one you have to reckon with in Lebannon. Now Mr Bush and co does not like them. In fact Mr Bush and co does not like muslims period. But in Lebannon Americans do not like Shia, and support covertly through Saudi Arabia the Sunnis. Now Sunnis are the ones who created the Jihadist who are suicide bombers etc. And they are the ones US and the allies fight against in Afghanistan and the Sept 11th chaos was caused by them. Remember in 1980's Afghanistan was Russian controled country. And US put Osama Bin Laden a Saudi to create an uprising. US paid billions to create havoc. All the money went through the Saudi Arabia. Then US wanted the Sunni Thaliban out of Afghanistan and went against them to get the Oil pipelines sorted. But the Afghanis wanted more money and will not hand over the control to US. That is why they destroyed the Twin Towers. Then US bullied the UN to make war against the Thaliban and started the war in Afghanistan which is still going on. Do you get it so far

In Iraq the Saddam Hussein was Sunni sect and kept the majority Shia under control until we went there and fucked it up right royal. Iran is Shia majority country. So US and UK does not like Iran. They never like Iran but used them when ever needed eg. War against the Terrorists. Well in fact it is the Israel who is the major player who makes US and UK decide all these.

In Lebannon there is a little fighting going on with this group calling themselves Fatah al-Islam who is Sunni, and the government forces. The Government in Lebannon is a weak puppet government put in there by the US to counteract against the Hezbollah. Just like the way US done it in Afghanistan they are doing it in Lebannon. Through Saudis, Us and Israel has been funding various Sunni Jihardists, in Lebannon to go against the Shia Hezbollah with the approval of Lebonese government. Now one of them Fatah al-Islam is giving the government problems and they are fighting them. US and Israel are accusing the Syrians that they are funding them. The main stream media says the same thing. Well what do you expect.
Profile: Fatah al-Islam



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Monday, August 20, 2007

Zionists, Feds and evolusionists

1:43 20/08/2007

Hey back to the Zionists. Did you know that few years ago Israel offered $20,000 for any Jewish family who lives in Argentina to move to Israel, when the Argentinian economy plunged. And a month or so later the anti-sematic attacks in Argentina went up.

Then in 1950 there were attacks in Jewish population in Iraq. Everyone thought at the time they were by the arabs and 130,000 Iraq Jews emigrated to Israel only to find out later the bombings were done by Zionist underground members.

And in 1954 "The Operation Suzannah" Israel got Egyptian Jews to stage a series of explotions in Egypt in a bid to discourage Britain from withdrawing from Suez Canal.
Then two years later when Israel attacked and invaded Sinai, Egyptian president Nassar kicked out 25,000 Egyptian jews as they were taken to be disloyal.

Not forgetting the strike the US zionists advised German Jews to do during WW2 init.

There is a free movement of Iranian Jews from Tehran to Israel at the moment, but as MR Hersh has noted in one of his articles there is a plot of espionage through the Iranian Jews at the moment worked out by the Zionists in US and Israel. Well lets see what happens init?

More about Israel I read in an article about its Nuclear reactor in Dimona. It is over 50 years old and has to be shut down. The Syrian-African rift goes through the region. If an erathquake similar to that in Japan hits; it will be doomsday for the region.

10:16 20/08/2007

The democracy of the west is gone bad to worse with the successive Governments in US and UK I believe. It is like the South American system in the bygone days. Note for this example :
"The most salient and noxious expression of the irrational and socially destructive character of the profit system is the massive concentration of wealth at the very top of society. According to a recent study, in 2005 the top one-tenth of one percent of the US population (some 300,000 people) had nearly as much income as the bottom 150 million Americans."

I been reading about the financial crisis in US for a couple of years. Well the pundits are saying that:
"Economic policy is not “accidental”. The Fed’s policies were designed to create a crisis, and that crisis was intended to coincide with the activation of a nation-wide police-state. It is foolish to think that Greenspan or his fellows did not grasp the implications of the system they put in place. These are very smart men and very shrewd economists. They knew exactly what they were doing. They all understand the effects of low interest rates and expanded money supply. And, they’re also all familiar with Ludwig von Mises, who said:"There is no means of avoiding the final collapse of a boom brought about by credit expansion.”

A crash is unavoidable because the policies were designed to create a crash. It’s that simple.".


If we take the whole of West specially the UK Blair Government and US, don't you think there is a slight similarity in the two. For instance due to the War on Terror Blair has been tightening the law of this country by the Criminal Justice Bill giving more powers to the Police. Only last weekend we had a whole mob attacking a Police Station because of the unfairness of the law.

The Rupert Murdoch media and the BBC are saying that it is the youngsters creating all this trouble. But I think it is a bit different.

I am an evolutionist not a revolutionist. Any one who tries to revolt has his/her own agenda to make something out of it. But if the massses evolve by itself it is healthy for everyone except the bloody bloodsuckers.


09:42 15/08/2007

"As of 2006, non-Hispanic whites made up less than half the population in 303 of the nation’s 3,141 counties, according to figures the Census Bureau is releasing today. Non-Hispanic whites were a minority in 262 counties in 2000, up from 183 in 1990."
This from:

Do you suppose it is happening here in blighty? As we go around Bradford and places like that we see some truth in this. The clash will come when the money goes short. I hope that does not happen here.

I like http://www.democracynow.org/article.pl?sid=07/08/07/130258 man oh oh.
"One of my favorite stories about the Cold War concerns a group of Russian journalists who were touring the United States. On the final day of their visit, they were asked by the host for their impressions. "I have to tell you," said the spokesman, "that we were astonished to find after reading all the newspapers and watching TV day after day that all the opinions on all the vital issues are the same. To get that result in our country we send journalists to the gulag. We even tear out their fingernails. Here you don't have to do any of that. What is the secret?" "

"Kanzius, 63, invented a machine that emits radio waves in an attempt to kill cancerous cells while leaving normal cells intact. While testing his machine, he noticed that his invention had other unexpected abilities.
Filling a test tube with salt water from a canal in his back yard, Kanzius placed the tube and a paper towel in the machine and turned it on. Suddenly, the paper towel ignited, lighting up the tube like it was a wax candle.
"Pretty neat, huh?" Kanzius asked WPBF's Jon Shainman."

Pretty neat huh? You don't find this kind of news in the main stream outlets do you?

US was trying to put the blame on Iran and Syria as the arms suppliers to the insurgence (freedom fiighters of Iraq) init? I remember just after the fall of Bagdhad Saddam Hussein's arms dumps were not properly secured and thousands of bomb making material fell into the hands of Iraqis and they were boasting about it. It is easy for me to write this sitting at home but doing it on the ground must be a bit hard init? But I did not go to war did I? I went for demostrations against the bloody war.


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Saturday, August 18, 2007

Unemployed But Useful

09:47 17/08/2007

Being unemployed most people think that the unemployed person does FA. But I think it a fulltime employment. I have to keep tabs on everything official and personal, 24/7. If I miss one I am fucked.

And I employ so many people due to my existance init? To get the best out of the benefit schemes you have to get good advice. Where CAB is a start but it is full of people who got problems. Then you can employ a solicitor. There are not many solicitors who does this kind of work in Bristol. There is another place called Wellfare Rights funded by the Government. It is very difficult to get into that scheme, but if you have a valid reason like I did then it is a good place to go. See how many people make a living and bring up their families because of my existance. Thou shall be proud to be unemployed init?


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Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Like A Sunburnt Bat

12:33 03/07/2007

What is the difference between "I am balancing the budget" and " I am budgeting the balance"? Or are they the same?

19:08 02/07/2007

I am watching this Save the Planet. About Ethiopean Wolf. Well the man says that the wolves habitat is getting smaller and smaller and the wolves are going extinct. This is because of the human encroaching into their lands. The wolves are getting rabies from the local dogs. So I can imagine in about 100 years time, as the wolves get immune to rabies, the bloody dogs in the area get rabies from the wolves and wolves get exterminated like badgers in UK init?

It is very sad when you see the people get together for a little girl, from UK who went missing, within a very short time. But don't give a damn about thousands of little kids go missing or dead due to war created by our own society.

I have been watching the news and found Tony Blair's resignation a funny business. Ok. Remember the time we went to war against the mighty Iraq? I went demos and etc. Talked egotistically about it with venom. And in between I did propose to destabilise the government by taking to the streets in the morning and evening in the rush hour. The idea I thought about myself but when I talked about it I heard someone else has already proposed the same idea. And now there is a lot of funny people going on about the mistakes Mr Blair made but not realising that they themselves were living in this fine country.

If you have a nanosmule of lead amd increase the amount of heat with same increase in pressure that will create a energy supply which will contain by itself. How to CONTAIN it?

Wonder what it is like to be, like a sunburnt bat.

And on the other hand be reasonable you could have said these instead of keeping quiet init?

Confucianism Do not do to others what you would not like yourself. Then there will be no resentment against you, either in the family or in the state. Analects 12:2

Buddhism Hurt not others in ways that you yourself would find hurtful. Udana-Varga 5,1

Christianity All things whatsoever ye would that men should do to you, do ye so to them; for this is the law and the prophets. Matthew 7:1

Hinduism This is the sum of duty; do naught onto others what you would not have them do unto you. Mahabharata 5,1517

Islam No one of you is a believer until he desires for his brother that which he desires for himself.
Sunnah Judaism What is hateful to you, do not do to your fellowman. This is the entire Law; all the rest is commentary. Talmud, Shabbat 3id
Taoism Regard your neighbor's gain as your gain, and your neighbor's loss as your own loss. Tai Shang Kan Yin P'ien
Zoroastrianism That nature alone is good which refrains from doing another whatsoever is not good for itself. Dadisten-I-dinik, 94,5

I like to put this question to the GPs; you do not have an effective cure for my clinical problem, Cervical Spondylosis, yet you do not say that to me or the official line, and will not refer me to an alternative system?

Mr Woolmer was the Coach for SA for a bit. Then we had the SA captain Hansie Cronje involved with a few others in match fixing lark. Then he took pak team to coach; then we have another problem in gambling? same. So what is the common facter I ask myself and then I thought forget it. It is just news. Does not affect me.

Have heard the phrase "death wish"? Yeah I am experiencing/experimenting the same all the time. Because one decision I make now can lead to my demise tomorrow?

The oldest memory I have is that of Michelline Man, why?

I like dogs and cats; but heck I don't like the smell of their food. It really put me off the whole business of having a pet.


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Screws, Jews and Conundrums

09:48 17/07/2007

I was reading in my room. Then the quiet got broken by someone banging on some door down the corridor. Then some words of command in very loud voices. Then the next door and then the next. By this time I have recovered from my initial fright, and realised that this is some stupid care worker telling the people who live here that it is cleaning day. My oh my I thought I was in bloody prison. This is supposed to be a bloody relaxed chilled place. I asked the bugger who came to the door that, "Are you a bloody screw?" Well he didn't understand me but after an explanation he did apologise. I hope he gets it into his thick head that most of us are here due to unfortunate circumstances, and we have not committed any crimes. Authority sucks man. How is that for a rant!

21:01 14/07/2007

Let them prosper as I did. Hmmm good thought. One day you be tops and next day................ you are not sure init? Then you ask the question where? I wish it is in between. Any time in my life I bet on winners? Hmmm What a life for wee me and I hope it lasts only that time. I got contacted by a rent boy today but no thanks you pimply piece of..... Life must be looking out different init?

20:04 09/07/2007

I am not a Nazi party man nor am I a extreme Muslim, but I do not like the Jews who has been creating a lot of trouble for common decent people. The Jews are segregated mob who cannot understand why other people hate them. In UK we have the largest group of Jewish lawmakers in the world after Israel. Well I am not that crazy to agree on doing the Jewish graves. Not that I am a guy who believes in the gravity of our ancestors. But it is just not the way I do it. I learnt a lot from that program. Ch4 "War on Jews in UK". But I still not influenced by it. There are questions which are not really answered like the reporter says that last Lebanon war was because the kidnapping of two Israel soldiers. But he did not mention that the soldiers were in Lebanese territory and were arrested not kidnapped.

23:24 05/07/2007

Back in 1990's top end when I started on my course into the study of electronics I heard of the Chiropractor course which started by a newspaper (I think it was Guardian which we use to get free when I joined the Student union), claiming of free tuition and all that I went for it with a few mates but I did not even complete the first interaction with them. Later on there were so many bloody Chiropractors about they were going begging for jobs. I can remember the very first people who got through hyping up the others later on and there was a glut in the market. And now when I look at, all the people who went to practice the art, I find only a fraction of them still doing it as it was a sham. Chiropractor works for you, but your body goes back to the way it was before the Chiropractor twisted you out of it. So after 6 months to 2 years you have to go back to the man and get it done again. I will tell all about it later.

11:46 05/07/2007

"Fire alarm" is the one I started getting undecided on as to whether I like it or not. This is the, say about over 10 and under 15 th time I had to get out due to the "Fire alarm", in the last 6 months. Specially at about 2 AM when it starts I feel like not getting out. So I take my time and getting out. And think, give it a few minutes and it will be off. And other times like today by (11.40AM) now there were two fire alarms, one in the morning after breakfast and then again about ten minutes ago. So I am out in a few minutes, as I am already dressed for it init? Well I suppose I will be more qualified living here and when I get out I will decide whether I likes it or not.

11:23 05/07/2007

I noticed this today! These swab-doors which are secured with a electronic lock which opens when you swipe the swab, are constructed by putting the swipe unit on the left hand and the handle on the right to the swipe unit, right. Then some places other way round. My conundrum is which is easier and to whom, the right or the left handed person. Get out of that init?

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Dreams, Putin, God and Floods

22:43 30/07/2007

I woke up this morning listening to the BBC1's Good Morning program. First I heard it is monsoon in Britain. Then I heard that there are the killer sharks appearing in the coasts of Cornwall. Then I went back to sleep thinking I am dreaming. Missed my bloody breakfast. Hope it does not rain today.

09:37 29/07/2007

Boasts and brags are like debts and sweethearts in you younger days; they come back to haunt you later.

18:10 19/07/2007

I feeling is that the billionaire Russian dissident living in London was responsible for the death of that woman journalist who was assassinated by unknown elements. Everyone blamed Putin. Then the guy who was poisoned in London. Everyone pointed the finger at Putin. But if we think in a different format I can see that the billionaires bloke was responsible as he stated, in one his interviews (source: Sky News) with some journalist, that for the last 4 years he has been trying to undermine the positive points of Putin Government. This news item was not in UK main stream eg. BBC, ITV, C4,or C5

"We are concerned, however, that this level of international cooperation may wane as 9/11 becomes a more distant memory and perceptions of the threat diverge."

13:22 19/07/2007

God is going crazy in the Yorkshire region I think. No one died in the floods but the elderly and the young are affected said the news caster. If you believe in God you have to believe in God no matter what the situation is, but what about the newscaster?

23:13 18/07/2007

God created a society which balance itself. Then to be in that situation God needs two extremes. What about the ones who are in the exact middle and suffer due to the violence which erupts? Collateral damage init?

09:37 18/07/2007

Guglielmo Ferror a french author who wrote in "Principles of Power", referring to the leaders of the french revolution said: "The more blood they shed the more they needed to believe in their principles as absolutes. Only the absolutes might still absolve them in their own eyes and sustain their desperate energy."

Ok lets see what it is, when at home. First of all what do you mean by 'principles'? according to The Cambridge Advanced Learner's Dictionary it is "a moral rule or standard of good behaviour", eg. "Anyway, I can't deceive him - it's against all my principles.".

And then what is absolute. According to the One Look Dictionary it means, "something that is conceived to be absolute; something that does not depends on anything else and is beyond human control (Example: "No mortal being can influence the absolute")"

Now we have absolve to absolve means forgive somebody: to forgive somebody's sins, especially formally in a Christian church service or sacrament


What it means is that no matter how much blood is shed they will not change their minds that they are doing something wrong. Am I right?

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Wednesday, July 04, 2007

Yep It Can Be Funny Sometimes

23:03 18/06/2007

Is it me who thinks that most of the "democratic" rich countries have a two party governments in the last three decades?

14:45 17/06/2007

What does AMOK mean? Where does it come from?Running amok, sometimes referred to as simply amok (also spelled amuck or amuk), is derived from the Malay word mengamuk, meaning "to go mad with rage" (uncontrollable rage).

In fact, ordinary Afghans used to wondered about the US losses and started to believe a myth that the soldiers that are killed in Afghanistan must come from orphanages in the US, hence, their death is not missed by anyone. To the Afghans, it does not make sense when so many soldiers lose their lives and yet there has not been any outrage on the part of the families of those soldiers. Thus, ordinary Afghans started this myth that the soldiers that are killed in Afghanistan are from orphanages since this was the only rational explanation they could find.

Chimps in Senegal are regularly making and using spears to hunt other, small pri mates, with out human help, according to research led by an an thropologist.

A commander in Iran's Revolutionary Guards said Wednesday that a commando unit has engraved the military organization's emblem into the side panel of an American warship stationed in the Persian Gulf.


Recent poll reveals 75 percent of Jewish students believe Arabs uneducated, uncivilized, unclean. Similar stereotypes found amongst Arab students toward Jews, but in lower percentages, says this.


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Monday, July 02, 2007

Vodkha, News, and Indian Rhino v Chinese Medicine

18:31 29/06/2007
Listening to the news today under influence of a quart of Vodkha!

The problem I have is, how a gas cylinder explode without a certain amount of heat, which should be raised to explode them? Right this is about these terrorists in UK trying to explode gas cylinders.

Is the Internet under attack this time? As I see in the news (spin?) news-casters talking about how much is there in the internet, in Arabic, how to make the bombs.
How do the security forces find the attacker? By looking at the CCTV footage of the area. So if you attack an area with bombs thou shalt intimidate the CCTV of the area init? Hey don't arrest me for this huh?

There is supposed to be 'a chatter' according to the security forces before an attack. So my advice to you is, thou shalt cut the chatter man init? Hey yey I am not advising terrorism here. Just some nagging thoughts which comes to me when watching news.

19:18 29/06/2007

Watching Save the Planet's Animals series Indian Rhino.

It is very natural for me to feel emotional once in a way. I am looking at Phil, the twister medium pace cricketer, doing the show. Yep I cried.

Yeah it is good to feel like that but why? Oh! Why? Do we have to put our hands into our pockets to buy a pair of boots for the cause? Why doesn't the bloody companies who make a lot of money selling give them free things like boots, radios etc init?
I think we all have to write to these companies starting today?

These Chinese people are crazy. They take Rhino tusk powder to have a hard on. Be serious, you are fucking impotant. Hey China-man I got a solution for this; why don't you give your punters some other cheap powder which looks like the Rhino-tusk-powder. Or on the other hand why don't we all get together and put some shit powder into balls and sell them as Rhino-tusk-powder and make the damn thing so cheap there won't be any money in it huh? They will not notice it stupid terrorists.

11:44 28/06/2007

The MP of my constiusncy sees only one side. His/her advisors, researchers etc. live a certain discipline observed by the party line. So I ask the question where is the democracy we are talking about?

11:51 28/06/2007

Can you paint something with ultra-violect-reflective colour so that with the naked eys we cannot see it but when you shine a beam of ultra violet light you can see it properly?

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Monday, June 11, 2007

Coca bloody cola init?

18:34 09/06/2007
Did you know that:
Right now, it takes 2.5 liters of water to make and bottle 1 liter of Coke, and 250 liters to grow the sugar cane.
In the last six months, 25 universities from the United States, Canada, and the United Kingdom, including the University of Michigan, the University of Guelph in Canada, and the University of Manchester in England, have all taken actions to remove Coca-Cola from their campuses.
From the 1970s to 2000, Corporate Accountability says, the annual volume of bottled water purchased and sold in the United States has increased by over 7,000 percent. Yet the bottled water industry operates with little or no regulation.
“Tap water is better regulated, and often safer,” said Lynn, adding that bottled water costs 3,000 percent more.
Lynn pointed to a 1999 study by the National Resources Defense Council on bottled water sold in the United States, which found traces of arsenic, chloroform, and other impurities; chemicals that would be illegal if found in tap water.

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Friday, June 08, 2007

Milk, Ducks and Foxes

04:22 02/06/2007T

They are trying to find out a way to feed the vegetarian farm animals with meat products. But in the long run this would cause problems. Why?

If my body says eat nuts I eat nuts. But if the nuts are not digested by me I will have diorrhea. I have seen the cow dung of the cattle who eat grass. Unless they have a tummy problem they shit semi-solid dung. But when you observe the shit from the cattle who are fed with the man made feed you see the dung very lose and liquid. I feel there is something wrong here.

I could not digest cow's milk when I was a kid. I used to get diorrhea. So as everyone said that the milk is important I had to teach my system to digest milk. I had lots of health problems. But when I was about 30 I gave up milk. A bit of hard work as I like my milky tea and coffee. But after a few months I did not miss it and after a few years my health problems like swollen and blocked sinus with sore throats disappeared unless I have flu. I rest my case with the statement that you have to give everyone a educated choice in food. Let the creatures big or small decide.

04:03 02/06/2007

I think that the BBC news man is been held by an Israel assisted gang of "freedom fighters" because the man was reporting an unbiased broadcast which the Israelis did not like. The Palestinians had no gripe with the man. But the US, Britain and Israel wanted him shelved for a while. Hope Alan makes it out and later we will know the fucking truth.

I went to this place called Tao Bar in Cheltanham Road and met loads of people from Clifton area whome I have known in 80's. It is uncanny as they all have changed except one guy and I have not changed either. Yeah why change when you are the only one init?

19:02 01/06/2007

I remember a long time ago when I was living in St Michael's Park 1981 to 1987, I was going back home after visiting some friends in Ravenswood Road through Hampton Road. As I was coming to the little hill I noticed a fox on the right hand side pavement. I just walked. I was a bit spaced out. As I walked up the hill I saw the fox go into the St Peter & St Paul school yard. When I reached the fence I saw the fox there looking at me through the fence. I spent about five minutes just looking at the fox sitting there. I did not know what that was about. So I left it in peace and went home. Few days later I told a customer who came into the Spar Shop where I worked about the incident. She told me that there is foxes with cubs living under one of the buildings. So after work I went to the place and she showed me the den.

Since then when ever I go to the Kentucky for my food I used to get extra two pieces for the foxes and go there to feed them. At first the parents would not show themselves. But after a few times they started taking pieces while I was there. This went on for a while and I got evicted from the house I was living as they wanted to demolish it for the university's new bank and shops. I went homeless and slept in rough in various places. One night it was raining and about 5 in the morning and as I had to work at 9 am in the shop I decided not to go back to my favourite places like Lea Woods and sat on a wall next to the shops in Abbotsford road. I was nodding off and I heard a little noice and I saw this fox who came upto me. I held my hand out and the fox was looking straight into my eyes and it was a great feeling. A car came crashing down on the Cotham Hill Road and the fox ran off. Then I saw the fox and 2 cubs playing a few yards away on the Abbotford Road. All of a sudden I realised that this is the same foxes who used to live under that building. The parent fox was showing off the cubs I reckon. It was magic in this world only few of us see in certain times and I am so glad I was one of them.

19:10 30/05/2007

Watching news about the abduction of Madeleine in Portugal brought tears to my eyes. But when I saw the parents - may be they ave the stiff upper lip stuff in them - I could not see any emotions coming out of them. May be the whole media structure has been moderated. I watched the news casts every morning when I wake up at 7.00 am and get redy for breakfast at 7.45 am.

I watched them at the meeting with the Capital C - The Pope - and I thought is this a propoganda for the catholic church. I will not be surprised if the child is returned after seeing the meeting with pope. Now this is written without predjudice and it is pure logic with the ffelings I had at that time of watching these beastly programs. Yeah I know this is needed to keep, the much appreciated, vile deed in people's mind.

15:13 30/05/2007

Today I was going to the library and came out of the front door to come across two birds. One a large pigeon - looked like the leader or scout, most daring kind, and the other slightly larger. Then I saw webbed feet. Ah, a duck, what the fuck it doing in 'ere? And the duck was looking straight at my eyes. It was the most soul searching I ever had, so far. Then I bent down and reached out, with a finger, still with the same eye contact but a bit different, like "Who is this?" Duck went for my finger with the beak and gave it a soft nip more a grab I felt. It was not to hurt as I still had the eye contact. Don't know this is a very deep meaning to me. But logically I cannot explain it. But I know it as if I knew it all the time.

Then when I came back to the hostel the two ladies in the front reception was laughing about the duck incident. I was told that there are two ducks with chicks in the canal next to the hostel and the parent ducks come to the front everyday for feeding. So I came out and the duck thought here comes food. But when I gave the duck my finger what else can it do?

15:34 30/05/2007

What I realise in logical terms can be explained like this.

This is my own universe I live in. Same goes to the rest of living creatures - so far the non- living is not included.

Since I was born, I learned everything from outside. To learn there must be some logic. Where did I learn the logic? From the outside.

When a certain event happens there is time stamp on it. At that instant it happens you see a certain thing. Then after words I analyse it with my logic. Now where does that logic come from? Outside?

If I read the bible or Koran or a mystery noval; I understand it with my foreign logic.

But I think it is my own logic.

Only time my own logic comes into the whole scene is when the incident happens. Not an instant early or an instant after.

I hope that makes you understand, what I am trying to say, success or failure is in your own foreign logic.

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Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Money Making Simplified

In a country like Lebannon or Sri Lanka, it is very easy to make money by selling armaments to rival factions. Say three countries A, B and C. Countries A and B create two factions in country C. Then make them fight each other. Then countries A and B sell armaments to the two rival factions and make a profit. Then there is a bank which lends the money or owns the armament factory shares. Bank makes the best out of the lot by lending all parties A and B and the two rival factions of C. You see the money is owned by the banks, we just borrow it and spend.


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Sunday, May 20, 2007

Something to think and plonder

I remember one time circa 1980s, I could not be alone when I was awake. Those days I lived in so many places. I used to go to my friends' places with some alcohol and some hash or anything I have, properly stashed in my person expecting the, always needed, policeman to hassle me. If the person is not there I go to another, and another or a pub. That is how I think I made so many friends. Then I, about 1990s stayed in at my own -rented ofcourse- place not even thinking about the pub that much. If I go anywhere - pre-mobile era - I leave a message on the door. Yeah reminds me; a friend said that I am saying, "I am not home burgle my house." Good one. But I didn't give a shit. Anyway I evolved from the man who needed company to a man who controls the company. I noticed this while staying in the Saly Army place in Wade Street, when I realise that I am controlling it in a more severe way than before. Here I cannot bring a friend in to my room. The people who live in the place are wanting help themselves. So the environement I created for myself is, where I control a bit more than before. What a difference it makes in your thoughts, when you 'ave a lump of dope to eat and a wee drink in a quiet place.

Does any of you guys remember a jazz track with the lyrics:
"All I need is a tight pussy and a worm place to shit"?

I think the West or the judo/christian (or is it ?zionist/neoconservative ) block are afraid to think that the other countries have a better democracies in their own land than they can ever imagine or realise (eg. Argentina).

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Sunday, April 29, 2007

Thread mill for dogs.

Previously attach the small camera to the top of the head of the dog and take it out for a one/two mile walk while video taping. Edit video tape and cut the sniffing and pissing clips off - don't want to confuse tha dog. Do it in different walks - don't want to bore the dog.

Now you need a threadmill and a video screen purposefully curved to make it more realastic.

Put the dog on the thread mill and start the video. The speed of the thread mill according to the dog's walking/running speed should be synchronised with the speed of the video. If this works give me a shout.

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Friday, April 06, 2007

We are not there yet

Humans have evolved very successfully in a physiological aspect. But have we evolved psychologically beyond the 1 AD level. The question I am asking is not easy to answer. But I can take an educated guess. THe Christianity was established in the first century of Western civilisation. We are still adhereing to the psychological way of life the Judo-Chritian mind established then. Of course we have worked out logically some of the written word at that time is not easy to follow now, but majority of us still do.

Fact number 1: Orangutan is the closest relative to the human.
Fact number 2: They live in Sumatra in jungles.
Fact number 3: Humans destroy the jungles for wood to build things and grow palm trees for the oil.
Fact number 4: The oranutans are going extinct due to lack of habitat.
Fact number 5: The palm tree oil is used to make shampoo and crisps for humans.
Fact number 6: The humans who go about been very kind to animals buy the shampoo and crisps.
Fact number 7: God live in heavon, and I am not surprised.

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Holy Things

On the day of easter friday before the crucification Jesus asked, "Who do you think I am?". They still ask the same question, and go to the same answer. If I was there in front of him I would have said to him, " Hey Jesus, what did the god say to Moses when he asked 'What shall I tell my people who you are?'; 'I am who I am.'Exodus 3.14"

Jesus was a human being just like you and me or the tramp (oops sorry religious bigots I did not mean he was a tramp, but history suggests he was called many worse names during that time). His best form of biography as such was written in the Gospel of Matthew probably written between 65 and 90 AD/CE, the Gospel of Luke (probably written between 65 and 100 AD/CE) and the Gospel of Mark which was written in early 2nd century.

Who is this person Matthew? He was born 1st January 1 BC and worked as a Tax Collector in the Capharnaum village, and was supposed to be one of the twelve apostles of Jesus. But secular scholars of the Bible say this gospel was written by an anonymous non-eyewitness to Jesus' ministry. My problem is Matthew was born in 1st January 1 BC. Jesus was born 1.1.1 AD. That is Matthew was 100 years old when Jesus was born and the gospel was written between 65 ans 90 AD. The man must have been 165 years old!

Luke? Luke, a native of Antioch, by profession a physician. He had become a disciple of the apostles and later followed Paul until his [Paul's] martyrdom. Having served the Lord continuously, unmarried and without children, filled with the Holy Spirit he died at the age of 84 years. We know he did not an eyewitness to the Jesus ministry.

Mark? Mark was born in Pentapolis of North Africa (eastern coastal region of Libya) date unknown. He was a companian of Peter, Paul and Barnabas. He was not present during Jesus Ministry even though his name crops up different places and the scolars dispute the suggestions.

All three Gospels are called Synoptic Gospels due to the fact they all are similar sequence wording etc.. But overall we know as a fact that they were written well after great man's death.

There is anoother one which came into light in 1945 in Egypt. (TO BE CONT.)

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Thursday, March 08, 2007

Chalmers Johnson: “Nemesis: The Last Days of the American Republic"

Ask you a universal question. Why do I see one advert on the TV saying it is covering all the other similar adverts are about and give us the best deal, and all the others are showing their adverts instead of keeping quiet and saving money init?

So Prince William's girl friend is hunted by the photographers; bet she feels like the fox being hunted by the toffs init?

This was taken from The Demacracy Now Files. Here I am explaining to myself what he says in my simple way.Explaining Dr Chalmers Johnson's "Nemessis".

Nemesis is the Greek goddess of revenge. She punishes people for their arrogance and hubris (overbearing pride or presumption). North american politics have gone bad. There cannot be democracy and imperialism at the same time. US politics have been based on Roman Republic. If it sticks to imperialism it will lose the democracy of the country to a dictatorship. Take British Empire for example, after the WW2, the adminstrative massacres which they carried out in India - the jewel of the crown, the savage repression of the Kikuyu in Kenya and the bad fallback from the attack in Egypt which they carried out with French and Israels; they had to give up the empire one bit at a time. That way they kept their democracy. But Blair foolishly wanted to expand the empire in Iraq.
Connect the breakdown of constitutional government with militarism.

To 'ave and to keep the empire going, you need wars. To have wars you need military, spending vast amounts of tax payer's money for the army and the military-industrial complex. this is the "intervening connection" in the social side of the empire. George washington in his farewell speech said that the great enemy of the republic is stading armies. In the US republic, there are three branches, which keep the balance of power in the government. They are the Executive, the Legistative and the Judicial. They are supposed to check each other. But the standing armies, militiarism, military establishment, military-industrial complex all draw power from the rest of the country to Washington and ultimately to the presidency. Don't forget the taxes as well. This in turn create an imperial presidency - dictator - who then starts to pass laws to make everything secret, and even the congress is kept in the dark let alone the public.
The following paragraph I am lost:

"It seems to me that this is also the same warning that Dwight Eisenhower gave in his famous farewell address of 1961, in which he, in quite vituperative language, quite undiplomatic language -- one ought to go back and read Eisenhower. He was truly alarmed when he spoke of the rise of a large arms industry that was beyond supervision, that was not under effective control of the interests of the military-industrial complex, a phrase that he coined. We know from his writings that he intended to say a military-industrial-congressional complex. He was warned off from going that far. But it's in that sense that I believe the nexus -- or, that is, the incompatibility between domestic democracy and foreign imperialism comes into being."

The latest US bases approved by the Pentagon and the resident is in Africa. This could be in Djibouti, where there already is a base. This could be enlarged. Or the Navy is interested in Gulf of Guinea where there is oil. So it could be there.
Imperialism is a form of tyranny. It never ask the people who are governed for their consent. So we have a system of spreading democracy at the point of a gun. Anyone who is governed this way wants to revolt. (They become terrorists.)
There has been at least three different revolts against the bases in Okinawa. There is a collution between the governments of Japan and US. Japanese goverment do not want the US soldiers prancing about in main land Japan. So they dump them or quarentine them in the island of Okinawa. In Italy, there was a 100,000 people, who demostrated against the enlargement of US base in Vicenza, a Palladian city of great and famous architecture; that they would become a target of terrorism. It is already in the news; Italy trying to indict 25 CIA officers, kidnapping and torturing an Italian citizen (Abu Omar).
Where as in Spain, PM Zapatero, due to public pressure got its army out of Iraq and radically reduced the US military presence in Spain.
Has the US government asked the people in the Persian Gulf, before it put 2 to 4 Carrier Task Forces in the fifth fleet in CENTCOM's navy in the Gulf. Looks like it is preparing to attack Iran or may be not.
In Greece in late 60's and early 70's, putting Greek colonals in power - who later self destructed themselves - and US bases were hated by the local population.
The reason US went to war in Iraq is, to have a base there, as the old friends US had are going and gone. Iran was lost in 1979 after the revolution against the Shah. The second Saudi Arabia had become less and less useful because of US's bungling. For Example putting US bases in Saudi Arabia after the Gulf War in 1991. This is stupid and arrogant. It made enemies out of the patriotic Saudis eg Osama Bin Laden, as Saudi Arabia is charged with defence of Mecca and Medina. They do not want infidel troops who know nothing about their religion, country, lifestyle or anything else. Over time Saudis stopped using Prince Sultan Air Base outside Riyadh. So during the attack on Iraq US major operations headquaters was moved to Qatar.
Then US chose Iraq second most oil-rich country in the world to put its roots. There has never been an exit plan as there was never a plan to get out of the country. So we have five very, very large heavily reinforced, long double runways. five air bases strategically placed all over Iraq. The Ambassodor, Department of defence or the President never admits to having bases in Iraq. Neither will the Congress say a word about it. Only commander of Air Force in CENTCOM has said , when asked "How long do you think we'll be here?"; "Oh at least a decade in these bases.". Then they reinforce them.
Then comes The oil-rich Caspian Basin countries. US interfered after the demise of the Soviet Union in these countries' elections. And put puppet regimes who are in accord with US. Now one country has thrown the bases out due to heavy handed interference. Krydyztan is still going alright but the price US pays has quadrupled.

The president's private army.
There will not be any peace until the CIA is abolished. The National Security Act of 1947 created CIA and lists five functions for it. The purpose is to prevent surprise attacks and to prevent recurrance of the attack, such as Pearl Harbour. Of the five functions four are various forms of information gathering through open sources, espionage, signals intelligence (Dict). The fifth is a catchall, that CIA will do anything what the President says, through the National Security Council.
Intelligence is not taken seriously. It is just kept secret. And as the agency develpoed over time, every president who was inaugurated, after Truman, was told that he has a private army at his disposal, without congressional oversight until 1970's. Even then it was found incompetant as you find in the Iran-Cotra and things like that. President can do anything; he can order assasinations, governments overthrown, economies subverted, instruct Latin American military oofficers in state terrorism, carry out extra-ordinary renditions and order the torture of people. As US law says that if torture victim dies the perpetrator can get death penalty. So they do it in Egypt.
No president after Truman ever admited to the fact, nor did they fail to use it. Starting from in 1953 in Iran the overthrow of Mohammed Massadegh it has been rapidly advanced. The "blowback" means retaliation for cladestine activities carried abroad.
As these cladestine activities were carried out without the knowledge of the people, when retaliation comes it is not easy to explain in a proper context. An example:
Recruiting, arming and sending to battle, the Mujahideen in Afghanistan against the Soviet Union in 1980, (and sending and forming bases in Saudi Arabia), created the September 11 tragedy. It is a blowback.
There are crooked congressmen, like Charlie Wilson from Texas was named charman of the House Intelligence Oversight Committee during Afghan period, he wrote to his pals in the CIA, "The fox is in the hen house. Gentlemen do anything you want to do."

China's role as a growing world power.
China is carrying on what the people want, moving towards moderation slowly. They dismantled the Leninist economy without having problems Yeltsin's Soviet Union had. It has unleashed its growth potential and is moving ahead with great power and insight.
China is feared by the neoconservatives, just like the English-speaking people had in the 20th century about Germany, Russia and Japan. The English-speaking people had nasty wars to adjust to threat at that time. But China has adjusted to the interests of countries like Indonesia an Vietnam, who do not like China.
US is egging Japan to go against China for the WW2 astrocasies. But a war with China is stupid like the Vietnam war. China had a couple of bad centuries but it is back, Hong Kong joke.
Remember Chinese bringing down one of US's spy planes. Bush sabour rattled against the Chinese about Thaiwan, but if US goes against Chinese it will be stupid. As if all the Chinese and all the Americans killed eachother there will be 800 million Chinese left!
The Star Wars program will not work but will make jobs for various constituencies where the military-indutrial complex has its facteries.
Most of the industrial world depends on high and low orbit sattellites, for global positioning, telecommunication, mapping and weather forcasting. The Chinese, Europeans and the Russians, have been asking US repeatedly to sit down and make decent international treaties, to prevent weapononization of space, to prevent growing catastrophy of orbiting space debris, that are extremely lethal to satellites and space travel. One time a piece of paint hit the challenger in orbit at 17,000 miles per hour and put a dent in the windshield as the commander Sally Ride reported.
A space Pearl Harbour, would mean, what the Chinese done in January, when they tested an anti-satellite weapon against their own old and redundant satellites, which destroyed the satellite and produced massive amount of debris in the low orbit. True after a whie the low orbit debris will come down to the atmosphere and burn out.
This is a bluff, the so called threat which can be removed by having space weaponry system. If the Chinese can knock them off what is the use of having them?

Fort Greely, Alaska
US Air Force think, that, there are three ways of bringing a missile down. This missile have to be a third rate North Korean one. Not the up to date Topol-M the Russian one which goes up into orbit extremely rapidly, with maneuvering ability to make it undetectable. The first is to get it on blastoff. For that the Boeing 747 with the laser gun will have to be on top of the launch site. Chances are practically nil. And it is bloody expensive. The next is to intercept it in space, while it is heading towards US at high speed. This is what the interceptors that have been put in the ground at Fort Greely, Alaska, and a couple of them at Vandenberg Air Force Base in California, are supposed to do. They have not intercepted any at the moment. The radar is not there to track it. These are scarecrows to keep the North Koreans at bay.
If the North Koreans attack US or Japan there won't be a North Korea left in the future. They know it. So it is a waste of funds and labour.
Iran is surrounded by nuclear powers, Russia, Israel, Pakistan and India. So they should be armed as well. (What the hell US can make a few bucks mean time out of Iran?).

The Future
Us is stuck with the military-industrial complex for the time been. If the Secretary of Defence out of common sense try to close down a redundant base, there is an uproar in the surrounding community from newspapers, television, priests and local polititions to save their base.
Kay Bailey Hutchison of Texas and Dianne Feinstein of California, the two states with the largest number of military bases, will carry on doing their good work. So it is upto the people like Amy Goodman and the Democracy Now to get the inattentive citizens and open their eyes. Let Rupert Murdoch get so huge and give him enough rope to hang himself.
And I tell you ...eick....bit of puff and a bit of vodhka makes ....eick.... appy init?
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Monday, March 05, 2007

Mystery: How Wealth Creates Poverty in the World

I read this article and made it a bit simple to understand for me of course. The links are there if you want to read the article.
Over the last half century Western Cooperations have invested heavily in Third World Countries. They invest on rich natural resorces. These countries do not have taxes, environmental regulations, worker benefits, and occupational safety costs due to the bullying of the rich countries. And the labour is cheap.
EG.
"In Haiti, for instance, workers are paid 11 cents an hour by corporate giants such as Disney, Wal-Mart, and J.C. Penny. The United States is one of the few countries that has refused to sign an international convention for the abolition of child labor and forced labor. This position stems from the child labor practices of U.S. corporations throughout the Third World and within the United States itself, where children as young as 12 suffer high rates of injuries and fatalities, and are often paid less than the minimum wage.
The savings that big business reaps from cheap labor abroad are not passed on in lower prices to their customers elsewhere. Corporations do not outsource to far-off regions so that U.S. consumers can save money. They outsource in order to increase their margin of profit. In 1990, shoes made by Indonesian children working twelve-hour days for 13 cents an hour, cost only $2.60 but still sold for $100 or more in the United States."


The cheap local labour is made by these Cooperations like this.
Western Governments give tax cuts to these Cooperations, to move out to the third world and even pay for the relocation. The Cooperations take the best land in these countries to cultivate monoculture crops, which need lots of pesticides. Now that leaves less and less land for the natives, to grow their organic crops. This displaces the local population from their lands and drive them to the urban slums, where they work for lower than the lowest wage of the land.
Western aid are intended to make it easy for the cooperation to operate by subsidizing the construction of the infrastructure of the countries eg ports, highways, and refineries.
The aid given has strings attached. Western products, which are susidised by the donar countries, have to be sold undermining local produce. These countries have to give preferences for the Western cooperations in investment, again taking the consumption away from the local produce.
Then again the aid, does not go to the local population; as much as 90% is taken by the corrupt officials from the presidents to the coulie.
In 1944 The World Bank (WB) International Monetary Fund (IMF), was created assist all nations in their developement. More money, the country contribute to these organisations more voting power it has. So starting from US then Germany, Japan, France and UK becomes the big guns in both organisations. The operations are done by selected bankers and ministry staff from rich countries, secrectly.
Say a country borrows money from WB and get into difficulties paying the money back; as it happens so often. Then it has to borrow money from IMF, to pay back the original money owed to the WB.
Now the IMF has something called SAP, Structural Adjustment Program. That means the country has to privatise the state owned infrasructure eg utilities, bus and railroads, mines etc, and sell them at a very low cost. Also grant tax breaks to western cooperations, reduce wages of workers, and make no attempt to stop foreign imports and takeovers.
Then the country has to let the forests to be cleared and let strip mining done, without due regard, to environmental catastrophesies. The subsidies for the health, education, transportation and food has to be cut, to make more money for the debt payment. Grow cash crops for exports taking it away from local consumption.
Now we have the Third World countries having their real wages reduced, national debt increased, environment destroyed making more warring factions in the country and driving people to escape to rich countries as refugees.
More of this can be found in:http://www.ichblog.eu/index.php?option=com_seyret&task=videodirectlink&id=375

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Monday, February 26, 2007

Extra Sensory Perseption

Blair lobbied Bush to get the Star Wars Node into Britain. Blair has not really said when he is handing over to the next man. Blair is going to land a big job in one of these companies who are in the defence line. Put them together and you have a little idea when the payment comes. When you think like this you have to bring a law forbidding polititions from having a job in any company which they themseles promoted. Arms race gives a good life to the poor. Think about it. Arms Suppliers creat by hook or crook a war in countries to sell their ware. In the countries who go to war go bankcrupt and the people become poor. Then Arms Suppliers go to these countries build lots hospitals etc paid by tax payed by the people of the rich countries, for the poor people in them countries init?

When I went to UWE for wee stint in Elecronics degree I had to go to Business studies. I have been a business man all my life. But I am no cut throat. So I did not go to the business studies classes. Here I am in the Saly Army Hostel typing this away.

ESP is a good one. I remember in 2000 I think; total sun eclipse to seen in Cornwall. Yeah I wouldn't forget it. I cycled all the way to Cornwall. Stupid init? No it was a grand idea. I cycled to Bridgewater from Bristol and took a train to Truro and cycled from there to Constantine. Anyway I booked myself into a instantly organised camping site by a farmer and his missus. Agreed to pay 5 quid while others were paying 7.50. May be my pathetic looks. So the day before the eclipse one of the newspapers asked the readers to concentrate just about 11 AM on the sun. On the day before 11 it was cloudy and we could not see the sun. Five of us stood in a circle and concentrated on the sun for a 2 minute period. May be thousands of others did the same. At about 15 minutes pass 11 the sun was out of the clouds. I am not saying it worked. But it could of init? But unfortunatly next morning we were going around trying to find the best place to watch the eclipse and forgot to do the ESP.

Monday, February 05, 2007

Poems

I live as an effect of the past.
Historians write what the polititions say.
Archeologists argue it.
Press report it.
I lives it.


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Monday, January 22, 2007

Al Queda Explained

But this I could not ignore! For the heck of it I am going to publish the whole article. I knew about this but did not have the direct link to the guy who made it public. Enjoy.
from

Al Qaeda – The Database
Shortly before his untimely death, former British Foreign Secretary Robin Cook told the House of Commons that "Al Qaeda" is not really a terrorist group but a database of international mujaheddin and arms smugglers used by the CIA and Saudis to funnel guerrillas, arms, and money into Soviet-occupied Afghanistan. Courtesy of World Affairs, a journal based in New Delhi, WMR can bring you an important excerpt from an Apr.-Jun. 2004 article by Pierre-Henry Bunel, a former agent for French military intelligence.
by: Wayne Madsen on: 5th Dec, 05

"I first heard about Al-Qaida while I was attending the Command and Staff course in Jordan. I was a French officer at that time and the French Armed Forces had close contacts and cooperation with Jordan . . .

"Two of my Jordanian colleagues were experts in computers. They were air defense officers. Using computer science slang, they introduced a series of jokes about students' punishment.

"For example, when one of us was late at the bus stop to leave the Staff College, the two officers used to tell us: 'You'll be noted in 'Q eidat il-Maaloomaat' which meant 'You'll be logged in the information database.' Meaning 'You will receive a warning . . .' If the case was more severe, they would used to talk about 'Q eidat i-Taaleemaat.' Meaning 'the decision database.' It meant 'you will be punished.' For the worst cases they used to speak of logging in 'Al Qaida.'

"In the early 1980s the Islamic Bank for Development, which is located in Jeddah, Saudi Arabia, like the Permanent Secretariat of the Islamic Conference Organization, bought a new computerized system to cope with its accounting and communication requirements. At the time the system was more sophisticated than necessary for their actual needs.

"It was decided to use a part of the system's memory to host the Islamic Conference's database. It was possible for the countries attending to access the database by telephone: an Intranet, in modern language. The governments of the member-countries as well as some of their embassies in the world were connected to that network.

"[According to a Pakistani major] the database was divided into two parts, the information file where the participants in the meetings could pick up and send information they needed, and the decision file where the decisions made during the previous sessions were recorded and stored. In Arabic, the files were called, 'Q eidat il-Maaloomaat' and 'Q eidat i-Taaleemaat.' Those two files were kept in one file called in Arabic 'Q eidat ilmu'ti'aat' which is the exact translation of the English word database. But the Arabs commonly used the short word Al Qaida which is the Arabic word for "base." The military air base of Riyadh, Saudi Arabia is called 'q eidat 'riyadh al 'askariya.' Q eida means "a base" and "Al Qaida" means "the base."

"In the mid-1980s, Al Qaida was a database located in computer and dedicated to the communications of the Islamic Conference's secretariat.

"In the early 1990s, I was a military intelligence officer in the Headquarters of the French Rapid Action Force. Because of my skills in Arabic my job was also to translate a lot of faxes and letters seized or intercepted by our intelligence services . . . We often got intercepted material sent by Islamic networks operating from the UK or from Belgium.

"These documents contained directions sent to Islamic armed groups in Algeria or in France. The messages quoted the sources of statements to be exploited in the redaction of the tracts or leaflets, or to be introduced in video or tapes to be sent to the media. The most commonly quoted sources were the United Nations, the non-aligned countries, the UNHCR and . . . Al Qaida.

"Al Qaida remained the data base of the Islamic Conference. Not all member countries of the Islamic Conference are 'rogue states' and many Islamic groups could pick up information from the databases. It was but natural for Osama Bin Laden to be connected to this network. He is a member of an important family in the banking and business world.

"Because of the presence of 'rogue states,' it became easy for terrorist groups to use the email of the database. Hence, the email of Al Qaida was used, with some interface system, providing secrecy, for the families of the mujaheddin to keep links with their children undergoing training in Afghanistan, or in Libya or in the Beqaa valley, Lebanon. Or in action anywhere in the battlefields where the extremists sponsored by all the 'rogue states' used to fight. And the 'rogue states' included Saudi Arabia. When Osama bin Laden was an American agent in Afghanistan, the Al Qaida Intranet was a good communication system through coded or covert messages.

Al Qaida was neither a terrorist group nor Osama bin Laden's personal property . . . The terrorist actions in Turkey in 2003 were carried out by Turks and the motives were local and not international, unified, or joint. These crimes put the Turkish government in a difficult position vis-a-vis the British and the Israelis. But the attacks certainly intended to 'punish' Prime Minister Erdogan for being a 'toot tepid' Islamic politician. "

. . . In the Third World the general opinion is that the countries using weapons of mass destruction for economic purposes in the service of imperialism are in fact 'rogue states," specially the US and other NATO countries.

"Some Islamic economic lobbies are conducting a war against the 'liberal" economic lobbies. They use local terrorist groups claiming to act on behalf of Al Qaida. On the other hand, national armies invade independent countries under the aegis of the UN Security Council and carry out pre-emptive wars. And the real sponsors of these wars are not governments but the lobbies concealed behind them.

"The truth is, there is no Islamic army or terrorist group called Al Qaida. And any informed intelligence officer knows this. But there is a propaganda campaign to make the public believe in the presence of an identified entity representing the 'devil' only in order to drive the 'TV watcher' to accept a unified international leadership for a war against terrorism. The country behind this propaganda is the US and the lobbyists for the US war on terrorism are only interested in making money." (Our emphasis, Ed.)

In yet another example of what happens to those who challenge the system, in December 2001, Maj. Pierre-Henri Bunel was convicted by a secret French military court of passing classified documents that identified potential NATO bombing targets in Serbia to a Serbian agent during the Kosovo war in 1998. Bunel's case was transferred from a civilian court to keep the details of the case classified. Bunel's character witnesses and psychologists notwithstanding, the system "got him" for telling the truth about Al Qaeda and who has actually been behind the terrorist attacks commonly blamed on that group. It is noteworthy that that Yugoslav government, the government with whom Bunel was asserted by the French government to have shared information, claimed that Albanian and Bosnian guerrillas in the Balkans were being backed by elements of "Al Qaeda." We now know that these guerrillas were being backed by money provided by the Bosnian Defense Fund, an entity established as a special fund at Bush-influenced Riggs Bank and directed by Richard Perle and Douglas Feith.
source: The Truth Seeker
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Sunday, January 07, 2007

The New Year

Its the 2007 the year of the boar according to the Chinese. "A person born this year is likely to be a good parent. He may be easy to anger, but he is intelligent, honest, courageous, completes projects, gallant, and sincere. People born in these years are honest and straightforward. They can be relied on to see things through. They tend to be popular and make lasting friendship and are good neighbors."
Last year was not that good apart from the different experiences I went through - mostly bad. This year I look forward to going out more often and try to get myself off the bottom of the pit. As I was talking about Outreach; David was very enthusiastic to start with, telling me that he can get me Salvation Army hostel very soon and how he was going to take my worldly goods to the place etc. But that was that. Now he keeps on saying may be next week etc. 'May be....' is not a very nice statement. Hopefully I will get a house this year.
Did you know that, in April 2003, at the height of Ieaq War The Church of Nativity on Bethlehem - remember the birth place of Christ - decided to ban George Bush and Tony Blair from the Birth place of Christ.
The Church noted:
"They are war criminals and murderers of children. Therefore the Church of Nativity decided to ban them access into the holy shrine for ever,"

"Their entry into the church will tarnish it as [Bush's] hands are covered in the blood of the innocent,”
There are some sane people on this Earth init?



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Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Depression

With all these bad things happening around me I started getting depressed. How do I know? Well I hate going out now. I do not have a good laugh with my friends. Even going to the shops is a bloody pain. So I went to my gp and consulted him. He gave me some tablets to take every day at a certain time. Time table is hard work for me but the worst thing was in the leaflet instructions in big letters "DO NOT TAKE THESE IF YOU FEEL SUICIDAL". Likes it! I am already feeling so low about myself what am I going to do after taking the bloody stuff init? Anyway I took one and sat and watched tv. After about half hour I started seeing tunnel vision and felt faint. So lied down and after another hour or so felt good enpigh to walk to the garage and sleep. Stopped taking them and phoned the gp. He prescribed another type of anti-depressant. Took one in the afternoon and by evening I was itchy and scrachy. Man it was like a rash, in my wrists, under the chin, on the chest. Then I started a bit googling and found out that most of this kind of drugs have loads of side effects, which are not very nice; eg. increased heart rate, drowsiness, dry mouth, constipation, urinary retention, blurred vision, dizziness, confusion, and sexual dysfunction. This is what Wikipedia says:
" Clinical depression (also called major depressive disorder, or sometimes unipolar when compared with bipolar disorder) is a state of intense sadness, melancholia or despair that has advanced to the point of being disruptive to an individual's social functioning and/or activities of daily living. Although a low mood or state of dejection that does not affect functioning is often colloquially referred to as depression, clinical depression is a clinical diagnosis and may be different from the everyday meaning of "being depressed". Many people identify the feeling of being depressed as "being blue", "feeling sad for no reason", or "having no motivation to do anything". One suffering from depression may feel tired, sad, irritable, lazy, unmotivated, and apathetic. Clinical depression is generally acknowledged to be more serious than normal depressed feelings. It often leads to constant negative thinking and often substance abuse."
Further research took me to this website called "Depression Understand it, Treat it, Beat it" Its alright and gave me an insight into why I am suffering from it. So I decided to give my GP the boot on this occasion.

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Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Very far away place called home

Isn't it wicked to blog like this; but when I read other's blogs I feel I am going backwards and all. Well you read todays blog and then you have to back........Just kidding. I have been trying to explain to a friend of mine to understand life's trivia like er..., past which was present, present which is now and the future which is going to be. When you split it up like that, it is very simple init? But try to analyse and present it to another person like this :
*I exist
*I am male
*if I marry a girl
Same day
*if my father marries her daughter
*if I and my wife have a child
*if my father and his wife have a child
After ten years
Well my friend said, "Good but if all the ifs cancel out you can find a solution?"
But I don't have a problem it is the rest of them who have a problem init?


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Thursday, December 07, 2006

Outreach is outofreach

This is the way things work for me. Remember last blog I was in high spirit thinking that I will be sorted by at least next week. But Monday came and went no David, my man at Outreach. Phoned the place up got the answer phone. Talked to the machine about my frustration. Wednesday came and went and I phoned on Thursday. I got a female voice who advised me that David has been off ill. Damn. He is off this week as well.
Have you heard about Global Dimming? This is a BBC program about climate change. I remember back in late 70's there was a boffins argument that the Antarctica is getting too fat. More and more water is getting frozen on top of the glacier we already have. So they were theorizing that that if the ice cap get more ice the bottom of the world will get too heavy and that can create a Doppler effect and the spin of the earth will go astray. Then few years later they started shouting about the ozone layer depletion which they knew in 1950's at least. Weird.

Thursday, November 23, 2006

In Search of Happiness?

One of the harder days for me. Yesterday I managed to get a Council place called Outreach, interested in me. I have been trying to get into a B/B through the HUB a place where homeless people can go and get help. It used to be, a drop in place, when they started. But they were so inundated with homeless people they stopped that malarky. Now you have to get up at the top of the morning and be there around 9 AM to get a place in the queue. Few people like about 5 or 6 gets appoinments, others have to come back another day. I have been there twice last year before I got an appoinment. This time as I am not very well to go there in the morning and spend my already reduced confidence on something which will not work in my favour; I phoned the HUB. And I think the staff there in the HUB is not that bad. So when I phoned them the last week this woman told me to try Outreach. A guy called Dave wanted to help me. So I had the appoinment at 11 AM. Dave was supposed to pick me up at 10.30 and away we go. But he was late and we ended up arranging for 2 PM to be there in the HUB.
Now HUB is a front end of the BCC which has got Government educated, funded and controlled staff. They have been audited by the Home Office for too much spending. They used to house around 80 people in a week in B/Bs, Hostels and church funded various places. But the audits said that is too much and make it 30 in a week. So I can see my chances of getting into a B/B is out. But I went ahead with the idea of Dave, that we have to go through that channel to see, by a smallest chance we get a place. So I got picked up by Dave and we went to the HUB. We had a chat before walked in. He explained all the trouble they go through manning the Outreach. The types of people who come there and about the druggies and alcoholics etc. And I am not any of them. Because the society cares about them more than people like me who are still trying to make something out of our lives with all the handicaps, we have to think about how to sort this out.
I remember back in 1989 I came out of the prison (for possession of controlled drugs) I didn't have a place to go. So I booked into a B/B in Hampton Road in Clifton. The Government paid £ 55 per week to the landlord. We get breakfast in the morning if we turned up before 9 AM. Cruel init. But after a week or so the landlord agreed to keep my breakfast for me on the side. And I can nuke it in the microwave to eat later. Sometimes there use to have as much as 3 days old meals waiting for me. It was a good breakfast. Couple of eggs, bacon slices and sausages, and tomatoes or baked beans with buttered toast. And mind that was prepared for us. Last year when I spent a stint in B/B it was so different. Restrictions galore. It is like a prison without the look of a prison. You have a curfew at 11 PM. No visitors. There is no landlord as such. There is a screw. He or she demands your perfect behaviour. The screw can come into your room any time. Once this guy opened my door without any knocking; and I went ballistic. After a while the screws thawed a bit towards me and I learnt the code for the front door and without trouble I could smoke in the room. And breakfast is not prepared. What you get is tea bags, milk and sugar. Coffee is there but it is the instant type. A crate of eggs and 2 types of cereals. And the BCC pays the company who runs the place £ 48 a day. £ 336 a week. That is 610% increase. And the treatment of the tenants/inmates have got worse. The humanity of the B/B has died, with the New Labour who is supposed to look after people who are vulnerable.
All right think about this. You go to the grocery shop and you ask in English " Could I have 50 gms of Fromage frais please?". And the question is what do French people call it in French language?






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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

I am losing it

The pressure is on. I cannot have a drink without losing my thinking. Yesterday a good friend John came to Bristol after an absence of about 2 years. He used to live in Royate Hill. Then all of a sudden he decided to sell his property and move to North Wales. That was a very sad to see my man leave Bristol. Then he eventually settled down in Cornwall with his missus. And it was very nice for him to call around and the meeting, at midday, was emotional. So we had a fair amount of alcohol after he stashed his car near his bro's. I was quite drunk when I got to Dan's place, around 6 pm, where I spend most of the time. I thought I was it. I did not realise how stupid my thinking has gone to. I read an email from the Easton Community group and misunderstood it in a very funny way. Then I thought I will write a reply to it. Man or man I am so embarrassed when I saw the post this afternoon I nearly passed out. Well what can I do? Nothing as I believe what ever I done in the past was the right thing at the right time so that I am right here. Yeah sure it is very easy think logically all this shit but to apply it on the occasion without even realising it; is the aim.
I was very good I think in making friends. I came to Bristol without knowing any one but within a couple of years I knew hundreds of the locals by their first names. After a few months of living here and there I moved into the Block back in 1981. It was a row of houses on St Michael's Park. We called it The Block. No 16 was a total punk house. Next door 17 was kind of mixed teenage house. No 18 was a another mixed house. Then the 19 was where I lived. It used to be a punk house but when I moved in most of the punks have left. No 20 is kind of straight and pretty house. This is the time of the Bristol Wild bunch time. Dug Out was the place to be.
The shop was making a lot of money and the bank manager was very happy. And the life was so great I refused a great job in London as an Estate agent. The locals enjoyed me and I got invited to a lot of parties. There was a regular woman in her late 20s who used to come into the shop with her son who was very polite. But he use to ask for chocolates every day after school. When she does not buy he wouldn't throw a fit. But he will go out with a puckered lip. So one day I told him I was as light skinned as himself when I was a kid; and ate a lot of chocolates and that is why I am dark skinned now. He stopped having a puckered lips after that.







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Thursday, November 02, 2006

Being Homeless and a bit of the past

This is very easy to write here after all these months or is it years. I know there are some people who visit this blog. So very soon I am going to put a comments spot on this.
I am home less. Yes no home no gas bills no electric bills no place to clean no rubbish bins to put out on every other Monday. Gosh it is getting complicated and all. We had a black box to put the recycling stuff and a big black bin to put rest of the rubbish in. Very neat and very easy. Now a household has a black box to put the cans and bottles and paper in. Then there are two brown boxes to put the cooked and uncooked food left-overs in. No plastic bags in them please. Nice neat very easy. But the complication comes when they say put the black bins out every other Monday. And the others every Monday. It does not look complicated to the ordinary, but when you live in a house every Sunday is not the same and every other Sunday is not the same. So sometimes if you forget to put the big black bin out you are fucked. Why? Because you have two weeks before it gets unloaded. And if you have too much like a bit of a black bag protruding they refuse to empty it. There you now got six weeks of rubbish. Yeah well get rid of them in the neighbor's init? Well thank you very much I do not have that problem now ha ha!
Living homeless is an art. I have done it many times. In 80' I was a partner in a grocery shop. No kidding. This Indian kiddie I knew in London bought a shop in Bristol in 1979 and he did not have a clue about groceries. He is good at money which I am not. But I understand the punters and how they behave. So he invited me to become a partner in the business. I hate documents, agreement signed etc. So on his word I started to give him a hand.
The place was the Spar shop in Abbotsford Road. It was a shed with a slanting flat roof and a smaller shed at the back for the store room and staff room. The toilet was an outhouse for toilet and storage. The shop opened on weekdays at eight in the morning and close at six in the evening with a lunch break at one to two. Half days on Wednesday and Saturdays nine to five with one to two lunch break. It was the good old days over in Cotham Hill. All the shops had the same hours. Spar shop was taking about £600 a week. I could not think how they made money out of the place. There were two part time staff. One woman around forty to fifty and a young teenager. The old lady could not handle my mate,Jef. His real name is Indrasingh Jethwa. But we anglacized his name to Jef. Any how she quit. And the teenager lasted another month and left. Now me and Jef to do the hours in the shop and get the cash and carry sorted. Then again there is a matter of vegetables, fresh every day. That means our day started at about 5 AM and go to the whole sale vege place in Brislington. Get the days fresh vege and down we go back to the shop. Down a cup of tea. Set up the shop. Then Jef goes away to the cash and carry place in Avonmouth. I won't see him for the next 5 hours or so.
We set up a new time table. We open the shop at 9 AM and close at 10 PM. No bloody lunch breaks and no more Wednesday half days and Saturday different times. We are open every day except Christmas day, 9 to 10. Killing hours but it is easy for the punters to remember init?
That is how I came to be living in Bristol. It is a cool city. Compared to other places I been it is friendly. I remember one night about 8; I decided to go out and asked one of the customers to direct me to a good pub. This guy took me to Highbury Vaults. It used to be run by a guy called Pony tail Paul and his girl frien Dot. Nice juke box and the people were friendly. At 10.30 - remember the closing time - I started guzzlying my pint of Guinness and my mate told me not to worry about it. Then Paul came behind the bar and asked me how many bottles. I said 4 without even knowing what the hell is about. After about half hour when most of the people has gone we were taken upstatirs to the living space. The party on.


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Saturday, August 13, 2005

Evolution

I read this article about evolution and it's updates on Darwin's theory from the "World Sciencs" Website. It is a fine research work. To go to the exact article PRESS.

It goes very close to my own philosophy. Simply I and Amoeba, have no differences at all. I learn things my way, Amoeba learn things Amoeba way. Only different is I am multi cellular and the Amoeba has only one cell; I am talking to you and Amoeba talk is not understood by us only interpreted. I have them living on my body.

Most of the time people make it very complicated as they think and prove that the animals do not think. That animals have no intelligence. But how do these people know huh?
Same article says:
.......A second proposed solution also assigns a role to learning, and has also gained currency in recent years. This idea claims that creatures learn to recognize and prefer mating partners more like them. This might prevent random mating that would otherwise mix up gene pools and stop speciation. Some experimental evidence backing the notion has been published.......

What it forgets is whether a ordinary human will have sex with a babboon to have babies or not? Some of us will be guilty of this situation? But we know that it is significantly small. How do they know all these is a problem I had even when I was a kid. I imagined laboratories in a small scale where these animals have access to the prior knowledge and they can experiment on lessor creatures. But that idea become a fantacy as I grew up.
Mre about it here

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Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Storm is it?

This evening ….. about 22.00Hrs…….the storm hit us in Bloy Street Easton. I was sitting around with some friends getting stoned and drinking a bit of foreign alcohol….. you know the cheap-like. There was a kind of heavy showers predicted by the Weather Reports in the afternoon; I thought nothing about it until it was on us. And this one looked good. I went out after the second lightening which felt quiet and the rumble came after like an after thought. Boy I felt good with the very heavy clouds in the sky, thick and big rain drops pelting down; and as I went up the hill I saw the clouds are getting thicker. The lightening struck somewhere and it was like just a feeling and then I saw the light; then the distant rumble angry tones in them. I reached the top of the Devon Road hump bridge and I could still see the lights in the M32 area. Within a minute or less all the lights were covered by the cloud. Oh I wished I was up in the High Kingsdown area watching this area…… Then it came; deluge of water like a curtain. Man I was in….. hmmmmm it is not some thing I ever felt before. I cannot logically explain about it. Then the lightening; it was like two flashes in two different places in that cloud. And a low rumble which comes afterwards. Air was electric without the normal electric feeling you feel before thunderstorms; maybe due to the big drops of water which feels like a sheet of water but the sheet is very thick. You could see only a few feet. By this time I was on top of the bridge; I turned back towards Bloy street side and the hood of my coat came off, and I got hit by the wind and rain. I was soaked to the skin and the shoes were belching water. I felt panic and some strange feeling came over me. I started walking fast down the hump towards Bloy street and then realised that feeling was fear of death. I was quite sure that I was not afraid of dieing; now what?

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Tuesday, June 14, 2005

There is one law

My law. Which says this is the way I understand and this is the way I should of be. Well this is good as I have an understanding about it. But what about when I do not know what it is?

Everything I persieve will be analysed by my logic and understood by me the way I want to understand. The whole universe around me is an illusion deducted by my own logic. What is the real universe? Do I really need to know the real one to live in it? Is the my universe different from yours? Is that what in simple terms means by 'parallel universes'?

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Thursday, April 21, 2005

Why do people bank their money?

At the moment in life you have to have a bank account; otherwise you will have a problem...... of er..... well mostly living I supppose. I have been talking to a mate of mine who will not have a bank account. He has a Mortgage account er..... endowment policy like. That is it man. He pays his bills by cash and he has his house and he lives. My mate says he has to pay 5 quid more a month for his rent for the garage he rents, because he pays by cash. Is it right or is it on. Now why should some one pay more money because he is settling the accoumt with cash and not through bank. Now who are these people who got shares in the banking world I wonder. And I wonder more when I think...... forget it!
Do you know that Mr Major is working for the Halibarton or some big company now. Wonder whether he had any interests in that quarter during the time he was a prime minister init? Well we the people will find out when we are dead.
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Tuesday, April 19, 2005

Intelligent bacteria?

The bacteria are the smallest living creature in this world. They do the same things humans do with the setup they have. They use chemicle signal system to know about things, like sex of another, and do things as 'aving it. So they are intelligent in their own way. Eg. "the deadly Pseudomonas aeruginosa can make a living by infecting a wide variety of animal and plant tissues, each of which is a very different type of environment in which to live and find sustenance."

Cooperation and altruism

These guys group together to make a colony and move about seeking food sources. And if a virus attacks them some of them commit suicide to save others.

Mousetraps, learning and language

Boffins say just like the game of Mousetrap where a chain reaction occurs to perform a certain task, the bacteria uses the system in search of food. If a food particle brushes against the cell, then a molecular chain reaction occurs to perform the task of enveloping the food particle to digest it. It is just like me smelling a kebab and going down the road seeking the smell with a mitfull of money init?

Single bacterium has different chemicle reactions like that for various purposes. These systems can be replicated by the bacterium if needed. So if there is a lack of nutrients bacterium can activate a system to make the nutrient attract towords him. And the system is replicated to have more c0pies of itself. How do they know how to do that. That is learning just like me.

When they are starving they send stress signals to eachother and form a harder exterior wall to survive the food shortage and come out later alive. They can absorb information from outside, analyse it, signal each other about it and vote on it and then individuals take action about it.

The bofins are trying to copy this system into a neural network in computers. Simply system works like this. Say there is a picure of a human being given to the puter. Ask the qestion whether it is a male or female. Now the whole photo is digitised into a big number. this number is fed into the front line of cells in the neural net, such that each cell gets a digit of the number. These cells are programed to do a function like add or substract then pass the whole or part of the result to the next level of cells. The numbers go thrugh the system and finally come out to the output cells with the answer female as 1 and/or male as 0. At first the answers are random but the system can learn with the programmer adjusting the system and the system itself learning.

The above system and bacterium system are not exactly right. There are four main factors which govern these processes.

1) In a bacterium all thses processes work parallely to one another where as in a computer they are done serially. So we need lots of sub-computers to work together.

2) All these processes have to be logically analysed and the result sent to the individual cells. Computer and bacterium seems to be able to do it.

3) These processes in bacterium are increased in strength by making multiple copies of itself on the run.

4) Crosstalk is a must in bacteria as the different processes not linked to eachother can talk to eachother as the processes are performed. This is called the associate memory. Like me in Sally Army 7.45 AM and I feel hungry and drooling as breakfast opens at 8.


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Saturday, March 12, 2005

Uni World

Uni World

I have been away for a while. Alien abduction. No I went to my own land for a bit. I got hassled by the Bristol DWP to prove that I am what I am. So I thought I will go away for a bit. Scared you know. Then a "relative" of mine said that I should go to a place he knows but he says if I tell you guys where it is I will be in trouble. So let us keep the peace with him and you and say no more
It is very difficult to be a money launderer and just to think you are born bred and buttered to be a money launderer. And your father mother and your whole ancestry has been money laundering for a living. Ok say you go to work, get some doss and then pay for what ever you want to be able to live. You need the money to live otherwise you go hungry and starve like in the “poor” countries and die. Only the fit survive. Only the moneyed survive. Did you see the Tsunami? There were people who already knew that they are not supposed to be in certain areas. Like the September 11th plain hijacking; there were people in North America that they were not supposed to travel by air on that day. So it is the money, which keep people bubbling. Have you been to parties where there is no food no booze no drugs? Party dies young. People feel tired and go to bed. So it is more important to have money. I have been without it for a few months now. It is not bad really. I am not paying any gas electrics and rent at the moment as those accounts are frozen as I am bankrupt. Few of my friends contribute a little bit here little bit there and I get through.
This place I went is cool. There is no government as such but everything gets done you see. It is a big place bigger than our world. Yeah there are few countries but they are different. Because which ever country you go it does not matter what money you have. Everyone works. There are no one who is not employed. There are no invalids. There are no mentally handicapped. And there weren’t any physically fucked up people either. No man it is no heaven. It is just they are not known by those terms. They are all people well different. Good for different jobs. But equally useful I say. A blind man is been looked after by a half-a-blind man. Can you see the logic? No one is unemployed. They do not understand the logic we live. They say how can some people have lots of jobs and others cannot get any. Then they say what is more important getting the rubbish cleared or piloting a plane? Took me a while to see the simplicity.

The kids up to the age of 14 are looked after, educated and get the best in care. Then after 14 years of age everyone works. Different people are good at doing different jobs. So everyone has a job to do. It is not that important that the job has to be done at a specific time. It is just that if it has to be done it will be done. For me it was difficult to get the hang of it really. But then again I live here in Bristol and went there for a break.

There are no laws as such but there are ways of life, which, you rather not break; because it can cause hurt for you and others. They retire around 40 years of age. After that they become just advisors and teachers. After childhood this is the best time in your life. You can do anything. You get more money than when you were working. And you can go anywhere you like. Well I started thinking; you see; everyone from 14 to 40 years of age work. That is the best productive time in your life. There are military no police no heavies. So there are no wastage of brawn and brain. Yeah in our world all the countries have military. Who are they I mean the military. They are the best brawn and brains of the country. And they are wasted in wars.
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